My Wartime Diary. Twelve days of war.

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Hello, my dearest! Sorry for keep you waiting.

I returned home, took shower and washed my cloth, and do all housework I had to do, because if I'd have a sit I think I wasn't able to move.

It is a birthday of a girl from my volunteers team today. Someone grabbed a cake and flowers, and baloons, and we all sang Happy birthday. 🎂 Today our common wish is this war to stop soon, and victory to Ukraine. 💛💙

I entered another emotional phase. I start to miss my life before war, small pieces that made my life. To wash my face and brush my teeth with warm water EVERY DAY. To have meetings with my colleagues and do my job that I really like. To walk along rows of food in a supermarket... To watch movies with Nick. I can't watch movies even when I'm home. Just can't focus of the story, comedies are not funny, action movies are scary to watch, thrillers are annoying.

My psychological state is like waves. After more than 24 hours of volunteering, I feel like I can no longer do it. I'm tired, I want to go home, where it's warm and cozy. And then I take a shower, rest, and think about my girls again. How will they manage without me? There are enough new people who want to help, they keep coming every day, but a beginner need a lot of information to make clear to her. Not all beginners are good for this job. You need to keep a lot of information in your head, do everything as quickly as possible. Obey when necessary and take the initiative. Be responsible and brave.

When I'm there with them, I'm not scared. Although I realize that at any moment a shell or bomb can fall on us. And when I'm home alone, I'm very worried. I used to hear the noise of the street, but now it's very quiet outside the window. Especially at night. I listen to every sound. Maybe it's because I was at home and saw the bombs falling through the window. It was very loud and scary.

I'm learning to distinguish sounds. This is how a car passes, and this is the sound of a truck. And this is a tank. This is how an airplane sounds, and this is how air defense works. Obviously, I will never forget what a falling bomb sounds like.


Friends, thank you for the donations from all of us. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 We bought thermal underwear and army boots for our guys (and for my Nick 💓), and two thermal imagers. We were supposed to buy 5 in Poland, but today there are only two left, and the seller raised the price by 2 times compared to the previous day.

I never thought about how expensive it is to wage war. How lucky was I.



  • Nick has called. Now I know where he was relocated to. It's closer to the hot borders of Kyiv. Other volunteers take care of him there while we take care of his brothers in arms. I try not to think about the bad things.


You have no idea what kind of team we have. I never cease to be amazed. Who do you think these people worked before the war, and did not run away, but abandoned their business, their lives, their pets and children and parents, and now they are doing everything for our victory?

IT people, restaurateurs, bartenders. Film industry workers, theater actress, photo model. Lots of photographers, men and women. A stylist, an active member of the LGBT community of Kyiv and just an amazing, brave and hothead guy who, together with the woman who owns a coffee business (also hothead), drive around all Kyiv and neighboring cities (sometimes under bullets), collecting everything necessary for our fighters. Two of our volunteers, on their way to work on Feb 24th (the first day of the war), went to the volunteer center to offer help, and stayed there for 4 days, without the opportunity to go home.


I haven't watched TV for several days now. I can not hear the anxious voices of TV presenters, despair, pain, crying of civilians, videos of cities that were simply destroyed to the ground. Instead, I subscribed to the official pages of the most important resources, and read them. The voice in my head that tells them is not so disturbing.


A guy was accompanying me on my driving around the city yesterday. He lived with his family in Irpin, near Kyiv, but they evacuated. Now the city where he lived is almost destroyed. It was so beautiful! You've seen these creepy footage from it now. Bombers take revenge on the Ukrainians for effective resistance, and destroy the city's life support systems, bomb substations, water conduits, and thermal power plants.

He said his house is gone. And the school his son went to no longer exists either. He has nothing to return to. And I understand that at any moment I can be in his place. 😨


  • Due to the fact that the Russians are breaking the agreement, the blocked Mariupol has been waiting for the humanitarian corridor for the third day. Here is what the mayor said: "We are gathering people at locations, and at this moment the shelling begins. The worst thing is that at this time the tactical regrouping of Russian troops begins so that they can take more advantageous positions. For example, yesterday, when our heroes who are defending city, opened the corridor, opened the actual entrance to the city - the Russians began a tank invasion of Mariupol. Because of this, the battle began and the evacuation was canceled." 😰
  • 19:50 The third round of talks began. At the same time the shelling of Kyiv began. For half an hour outside the window all the time like thundering. I found the safest place in my apartments and stay here so far. No air raid though.

  • 20:50 I just wrote previous update when air raid started, and I ran to the basement. Battle in the air goes on. 🤞

  • 21:13 Air raid was cancelled, and I come back home. I went out to the balcony for smoke, and saw an unfamiliar car quickly drove into the yard and stopped. It just stood there with its headlights off and engine on. They seemed to be waiting for someone. It was very strange. There's a strict curfew in effect right now, and I'm sorry I didn't notice the plate number. Then a police with flashing light drove down the street. After that, the parked car drove back and left in a hurry. Damn, what was that?? 😳

  • I have just read in the news that as a result of an air battle over Kyiv, ours shot down two enemy planes . The first at 20:30 and the second at 21:10. And the 3M-54 Kalibr as well. That's what I heard.


March 8

  • 9 am. It's snowing! The world around looks pure and innocent. I had a call from Nick, he is okay. And I found my forgotten things in safe in the basement - my warm Alpha, a charging cord for my phone and a cup in which I brought water for a neighbor. Life goes on.

  • Another my neighbors seem to be leaving. I know that all this time they were very afraid. A young married couple packs things in a car with Crimean license plates. So, in 2014, they fled here from the occupied Crimea. And now they have to flee again.

  • I have often heard the phrase "Thank you for a peaceful sky" in my life. This was in the context of World War II. To me, it sometimes sounded like a figure of speech or such. And only now I understand it literally.

  • 4 pm. I tried to have a nap, but could not turn off my brain. At least my eyes were closed. I feel that my vision get worse. Then I recall that before the war I was going to bake cookies and made a mix of floor. But then just put it away. Baking always help me to calm down, and I decided to finish it, a sweet gift for my friends. Made a dough, put in a cold place, and started to boil dumplings for myself. And just like last time, air alarm began. Shut off the gas supply. Well, al dente. I eat them sitting on my sleeping bag in the corridor by the exit door. But what's wrong with my dumplings?? 🤔


  • I had an online meeting with my colleagues. My manager lived in the small town of Gostomel near Kyiv. His story made my heart skip a beat. On the second day of the war there were already occupiers in his town. They blackout their homes, and without electricity they had no heat and water too. They also have no bomb shelters, there were several basements, not large. Only women and children were accommodated there, they practically stood there. A few days later ours came, and they had heat and water again. And the next day, Russian bombs began to fall on them.

  • He and his son and daughter were evacuated, he was shell-shocked and it was great luck. He said he saw the bodies and shot cars of neighbors trying to leave on the way. One family was not evacuated because there was no contact with them. They are sitting in the basement with the body of a dead grandmother.

With every story like this, I feel like a part of my soul is dying. Who will I be after the war?


  • It was quiet today. Calm before the storm. Hope to see you tomorrow. Cheers.



Will update when possible.


Dear friends!! From all Ukraine, THANK YOU for your support and donations, for pressuring your government, for going to meetings all around the world, for not being afraid to spread information and tell the truth.

Every single day costs MANY LIVES! Everything matters!

Only together, we can stop it. And we will.

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The people doing V2K with remote neural monitoring want me to believe this lady @battleaxe is an operator. She is involved deeply with her group and @fyrstikken . Her discord is Battleaxe#1003. I cant prove she is the one directly doing the V2K and RNM. Doing it requires more than one person at the least. It cant be done alone. She cant prove she is not one of the ones doing it. I was drugged in my home covertly, it ended badly. They have tried to kill me and are still trying to kill me. I bet nobody does anything at all. Ask @battleaxe to prove it. I bet she wont. They want me to believe the V2K and RNM in me is being broadcast from her location. And what the fuck is "HOMELAND SECURITY" doing about this shit? I think stumbling over their own dicks maybe? Just like they did and are doing with the Havana Syndrome https://ecency.com/fyrstikken/@fairandbalanced/i-am-the-only-motherfucker-on-the-internet-pointing-to-a-direct-source-for-voice-to-skull-electronic-terrorism

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The people doing V2K with remote neural monitoring want me to believe this lady @battleaxe is an operator. She is involved deeply with her group and @fyrstikken . Her discord is Battleaxe#1003. I cant prove she is the one directly doing the V2K and RNM. Doing it requires more than one person at the least. It cant be done alone. She cant prove she is not one of the ones doing it. I was drugged in my home covertly, it ended badly. They have tried to kill me and are still trying to kill me. I bet nobody does anything at all. Ask @battleaxe to prove it. I bet she wont. They want me to believe the V2K and RNM in me is being broadcast from her location. And what the fuck is "HOMELAND SECURITY" doing about this shit? I think stumbling over their own dicks maybe? Just like they did and are doing with the Havana Syndrome https://ecency.com/fyrstikken/@fairandbalanced/i-am-the-only-motherfucker-on-the-internet-pointing-to-a-direct-source-for-voice-to-skull-electronic-terrorism

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How nice it is that you can celebrate someone's birthday under artillery fires.

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Lol, that is debatable considering the supermarket is functional.

On the other hand, Nazi Shelling has been terrorizing the people in Donbass for 8 years, but those people bringing their allies to the door of this sham of a government to decisively confront them and stop the genocide in Donbass from these Neo Nazi militants, that's when the War starts for the ones who seemingly saw and see no war in Donbass like that, no indiscriminate Nazi shelling, just fighting the terrorists Ukrainian Propaganda says, and yet I don't hear reports of Russians doing any of the despicable war crimes that these terrorists have been committing since their coup in '14, ever since when these people fired with multiple snipers on the Square in Kiev, killing dozens, then once they took power ordered the military to bulldoze over the opposition in Eastern Ukraine, the same military that they disbanded once it returned to Kiev because the Babuskas came out and stood in front of the tanks, its only when their Glorious Heroes, The Azov and Other Nazi militants, are cornered and confronted that a war is happening. Conversely, these Nazi have killed approximately 12000, raped, tortured, and executed and are Glorified, they hold Celebratory Marching Parades in Odessa, where they commemorate the massacre they carried out with impunity when they chased, cornered and Burned alive the opposition that they initially attacked, killing 39. So no surrender, no compromise, war them Dead.

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My dear friend, I'm so glad you could update us on the situation and that you and the others are safe and well so far. Do you have food and the necessary things? Can you buy what you need? Your supplies must be running out shortly as you can't store food for a month.

I wish I could send you everything you need. Stay safe! Love ♥️🤗😘

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There are food in supermarkets, but... prices rises, sometimes +50%, sometimes +100%. I really have no time to buy food, although I don't have supplies at home. I almost don't eat when I'm at home, and when I on duty I eat food that other volunteers bring. And drink a lot of herbal tea, with lemon or ginger, because it's cold there, no heating. You'd be surprises what unexpected parcels we receive. Like a "present" from the past - sushi, or pizza, or Rafaello candies. Or pineapple :D

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There's Supermarkets in war time. Working, staffed supermarkets during war. How absurd is this?! Compare this to ANY other conflict where there's no communication whatsoever, let alone working, staffed supermarkets.

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I know prices are rising, as that's the first reaction to the event. Here too and we're not in war yet, these are just the consequences.

You must take care of yourself, try to stay healthy as otherwise what's the point? Even if your stomach is shrinking from stress (I know the feeling), you must eat. My offer still stands. I can send you hive and I'm sure others can too. We want you all alive. 🤗

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My offer still stands

I appreciate it really, but right now I'm okay. Something I have at home. I'd like to buy some vegetables, but I saw only sweet peppers, tomatoes and onions yesterday. Actually, all cheaper mean is sold out. Food for cats and dogs is all gone. You know, those bastards do not allow humanitarian aid to enter the occupied cities, what a ...

I took a day off today, hope to have some more rest and sleep more than 4 hours for 2 days :) I have flour and butter. I can bake cookies. The aroma of baking calms me down

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Even if your stomach is shrinking from stress (I know the feeling), you must eat.

here, the main challenge is to get off the couch 😞

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After two weeks of intense "non-sleep", I can imagine how tired you are.

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The people doing V2K with remote neural monitoring want me to believe this lady @battleaxe is an operator. She is involved deeply with her group and @fyrstikken . Her discord is Battleaxe#1003. I cant prove she is the one directly doing the V2K and RNM. Doing it requires more than one person at the least. It cant be done alone. She cant prove she is not one of the ones doing it. I was drugged in my home covertly, it ended badly. They have tried to kill me and are still trying to kill me. I bet nobody does anything at all. Ask @battleaxe to prove it. I bet she wont. They want me to believe the V2K and RNM in me is being broadcast from her location. And what the fuck is "HOMELAND SECURITY" doing about this shit? I think stumbling over their own dicks maybe? Just like they did and are doing with the Havana Syndrome https://ecency.com/fyrstikken/@fairandbalanced/i-am-the-only-motherfucker-on-the-internet-pointing-to-a-direct-source-for-voice-to-skull-electronic-terrorism

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Today our common wish is this war to stop soon, and victory to Ukraine.

You want the war to stop but you won't stop until you win?
No alternative, no compromise, Azov 4 Life! Death to Donbass!

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The people doing V2K with remote neural monitoring want me to believe this lady @battleaxe is an operator. She is involved deeply with her group and @fyrstikken . Her discord is Battleaxe#1003. I cant prove she is the one directly doing the V2K and RNM. Doing it requires more than one person at the least. It cant be done alone. She cant prove she is not one of the ones doing it. I was drugged in my home covertly, it ended badly. They have tried to kill me and are still trying to kill me. I bet nobody does anything at all. Ask @battleaxe to prove it. I bet she wont. They want me to believe the V2K and RNM in me is being broadcast from her location. And what the fuck is "HOMELAND SECURITY" doing about this shit? I think stumbling over their own dicks maybe? Just like they did and are doing with the Havana Syndrome https://ecency.com/fyrstikken/@fairandbalanced/i-am-the-only-motherfucker-on-the-internet-pointing-to-a-direct-source-for-voice-to-skull-electronic-terrorism

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What you still endure is beyond imagination. Those that can imagine feel deeply for all of you. There are no words but I am glad you all are alive. Your emotional state is normal, even though not easy. We are watching from the distance, still feel close to all of you reporting so bravely. We see what is happening all over your country. Since it began there is 24hrs special reports and live documentations as there are still many reporters showing what is happening to the world. Keep going!

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The people doing V2K with remote neural monitoring want me to believe this lady @battleaxe is an operator. She is involved deeply with her group and @fyrstikken . Her discord is Battleaxe#1003. I cant prove she is the one directly doing the V2K and RNM. Doing it requires more than one person at the least. It cant be done alone. She cant prove she is not one of the ones doing it. I was drugged in my home covertly, it ended badly. They have tried to kill me and are still trying to kill me. I bet nobody does anything at all. Ask @battleaxe to prove it. I bet she wont. They want me to believe the V2K and RNM in me is being broadcast from her location. And what the fuck is "HOMELAND SECURITY" doing about this shit? I think stumbling over their own dicks maybe? Just like they did and are doing with the Havana Syndrome https://ecency.com/fyrstikken/@fairandbalanced/i-am-the-only-motherfucker-on-the-internet-pointing-to-a-direct-source-for-voice-to-skull-electronic-terrorism

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Cuántas emociones en tu escrito. Felicidad en medio de la tristeza... Sigan fuertes... Los abrazo desde Venezuela 🇻🇪🇻🇪🇻🇪.

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The people doing V2K with remote neural monitoring want me to believe this lady @battleaxe is an operator. She is involved deeply with her group and @fyrstikken . Her discord is Battleaxe#1003. I cant prove she is the one directly doing the V2K and RNM. Doing it requires more than one person at the least. It cant be done alone. She cant prove she is not one of the ones doing it. I was drugged in my home covertly, it ended badly. They have tried to kill me and are still trying to kill me. I bet nobody does anything at all. Ask @battleaxe to prove it. I bet she wont. They want me to believe the V2K and RNM in me is being broadcast from her location. And what the fuck is "HOMELAND SECURITY" doing about this shit? I think stumbling over their own dicks maybe? Just like they did and are doing with the Havana Syndrome https://ecency.com/fyrstikken/@fairandbalanced/i-am-the-only-motherfucker-on-the-internet-pointing-to-a-direct-source-for-voice-to-skull-electronic-terrorism

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Please be very careful when you commute between your home and where you volunteer, and make sure you get plenty of rest when you can. Stay strong and brave ❤️

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I try, when possible. But sometimes I must drive under air alarm, as it may lasts for hours and hours. The last one continues for more than 3 hours already 😟

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I am so happy to see the update from you. Thank you. I am happy to hear that you heard from Nick, I am sure this is comforting to at least know where he is.

I was surprised to see the grocery stores open, but, sad to see that they are raising the prices. I know they all have to live. Now, I don't understand Poland raising the prices at this time. I had hoped they would just go for less profit. :(

I admire your strength and am glad you don't subscribe to the daily television, but, a few resources that give you the facts. You already know of the other and have the vision.

Are your daughter and mother doing okay? Will they stay? My prayers to them.

If you are getting food, are restaurants sending food from their now closed kitchens? You have no heat, but, do you have what you need to keep warm? Thank you for the post. Is there anything I can do for you at this moment?

God Bless You, Nick, and all of Ukraine. ❤️

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Kyiv is the city of heroes. Together with all Ukraine. Today, when driving, I saw service workers were doing some repairs. There are still many people in the city. Someone is afraid to leave, so as not to be killed on the road. Someone is too old or sick. There are many reasons. All these people need food, water, medicine. Only a few state pharmacies and chain supermarkets, as well as public utilities that provide heat, water, electricity, and communications, work. They work 24/7. This is the minimum that people need to survive/.

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Now, I don't understand Poland raising the prices at this time.

This is probably just a particular seller, hope so.

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My mom and Nat is in Ivano-Frankivsk, this is pretty far from Belarus and Russia. But they were also bombed on the very first day, their airport, and they have air raid every day, at least once. This means that bomb is flying into the city. Thank goodness, they didn't reach any more.

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I am so happy to hear that it isn't around them anymore. I hope your mom is getting better each day and that Nat is doing okay. As a mom, I know you worry. You and Nat are the sweetest together. ❤️

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I SO MUCH look forward to see them again! And all my beloved there, and hug all my friends. 💔

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I know you do. That is what I do know. Be safe, my brave soldier of hope. ❤️

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Now, I don't understand Poland raising the prices at this time. I had hoped they would just go for less profit. :(

Everyone is rising the prices partly to make a quick buck and partly because nothing is the same anymore. Imagine the debts with Russia can't be collected anymore as Russia has been kicked out of SWIFT. Ties with Russia are cut now and many countries have been depending on Russian gas. Now they have to find other sources and these are just two examples. Everything is disturbed.

I'm in Romania and already paying much more for everything, bakery products, gas and so on.

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You are a strong beam of light in this darkness like so many other Ukrainian people. You guys have triggered emotions all over the globe. Light will beat the darkness sooner or later. Stay strong!

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Thanks for tHe update! Our hearts are with you! In my country (Italy) many people are sending things to help Ukraine people and on the tv the news run and run thanks the journalists who are in Ukraine now to share what's happening there. An horrible nightmare and our hearts are crying. Stay safe. Stay strong ❤️

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Buena suerte, mi estimada @zirochka. Que estés bien. Un fuerte abrazo desde Maracay, Venezuela. Bendiciones.

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Booyah! Upvoted and shared.

What better way to support people of Ukraine than direct upvotes and curation!

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The people doing V2K with remote neural monitoring want me to believe this lady @battleaxe is an operator. She is involved deeply with her group and @fyrstikken . Her discord is Battleaxe#1003. I cant prove she is the one directly doing the V2K and RNM. Doing it requires more than one person at the least. It cant be done alone. She cant prove she is not one of the ones doing it. I was drugged in my home covertly, it ended badly. They have tried to kill me and are still trying to kill me. I bet nobody does anything at all. Ask @battleaxe to prove it. I bet she wont. They want me to believe the V2K and RNM in me is being broadcast from her location. And what the fuck is "HOMELAND SECURITY" doing about this shit? I think stumbling over their own dicks maybe? Just like they did and are doing with the Havana Syndrome https://ecency.com/fyrstikken/@fairandbalanced/i-am-the-only-motherfucker-on-the-internet-pointing-to-a-direct-source-for-voice-to-skull-electronic-terrorism

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The people doing V2K with remote neural monitoring want me to believe this lady @battleaxe is an operator. She is involved deeply with her group and @fyrstikken . Her discord is Battleaxe#1003. I cant prove she is the one directly doing the V2K and RNM. Doing it requires more than one person at the least. It cant be done alone. She cant prove she is not one of the ones doing it. I was drugged in my home covertly, it ended badly. They have tried to kill me and are still trying to kill me. I bet nobody does anything at all. Ask @battleaxe to prove it. I bet she wont. They want me to believe the V2K and RNM in me is being broadcast from her location. And what the fuck is "HOMELAND SECURITY" doing about this shit? I think stumbling over their own dicks maybe? Just like they did and are doing with the Havana Syndrome https://ecency.com/fyrstikken/@fairandbalanced/i-am-the-only-motherfucker-on-the-internet-pointing-to-a-direct-source-for-voice-to-skull-electronic-terrorism

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Oh, my friend, I am so happy to hear from you again. Thank God you are still well and safe. How good to know that you have already received news of your husband, and that although he is not by your side for now, he is well and you know of his whereabouts, he will be fine, you will see. Having news from you makes me feel like I have news from a whole country, I feel an explosion of emotions in my chest, I don't know what to think or say, but from here I keep praying for you, for your environment, for your country and giving you all the good vibes that come from my heart, and above all all all the blessings of the world. Please continue to take care of yourself and stay safe. Kisses, hugs and a thousand blessings. I will always be watching over you. Long live Free Ukraine. Peace to you.

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Thanks for your support and your prayers, and your comment,.my dear. I really need it now ❤

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I will continue to do so today, tomorrow and always. You are a warrior who will overcome all these obstacles. You are going to get back to the life you had before with your family, that life is going to be expanded and beautiful. Trust in it. Have a lot of faith. 🌸💖

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The people doing V2K with remote neural monitoring want me to believe this lady @battleaxe is an operator. She is involved deeply with her group and @fyrstikken . Her discord is Battleaxe#1003. I cant prove she is the one directly doing the V2K and RNM. Doing it requires more than one person at the least. It cant be done alone. She cant prove she is not one of the ones doing it. I was drugged in my home covertly, it ended badly. They have tried to kill me and are still trying to kill me. I bet nobody does anything at all. Ask @battleaxe to prove it. I bet she wont. They want me to believe the V2K and RNM in me is being broadcast from her location. And what the fuck is "HOMELAND SECURITY" doing about this shit? I think stumbling over their own dicks maybe? Just like they did and are doing with the Havana Syndrome https://ecency.com/fyrstikken/@fairandbalanced/i-am-the-only-motherfucker-on-the-internet-pointing-to-a-direct-source-for-voice-to-skull-electronic-terrorism

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So pleased to hear from you again and glad your family are safe. Thinking of you always. ❤

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The people doing V2K with remote neural monitoring want me to believe this lady @battleaxe is an operator. She is involved deeply with her group and @fyrstikken . Her discord is Battleaxe#1003. I cant prove she is the one directly doing the V2K and RNM. Doing it requires more than one person at the least. It cant be done alone. She cant prove she is not one of the ones doing it. I was drugged in my home covertly, it ended badly. They have tried to kill me and are still trying to kill me. I bet nobody does anything at all. Ask @battleaxe to prove it. I bet she wont. They want me to believe the V2K and RNM in me is being broadcast from her location. And what the fuck is "HOMELAND SECURITY" doing about this shit? I think stumbling over their own dicks maybe? Just like they did and are doing with the Havana Syndrome https://ecency.com/fyrstikken/@fairandbalanced/i-am-the-only-motherfucker-on-the-internet-pointing-to-a-direct-source-for-voice-to-skull-electronic-terrorism

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Many blessings to you, Dear One 💜 Still thinking of you & praying for your safety and peace-of-mind.

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Thank you so much, my dear, you are so kind. I want to believe this will end soon 💛💙

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So happy to hear from you, Everytime I hear the Border to Ukraine is just 400 km away from Austria and hear from the people dying there, I am close to tears, eventhough I am a grown up man. AGAINST WAR.

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None of us, Ukrainians, wanted war. We never threatened anyone, ever. And now so many people have died, so much has been destroyed...

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Hope peace reaches all of you soon,

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The people doing V2K with remote neural monitoring want me to believe this lady @battleaxe is an operator. She is involved deeply with her group and @fyrstikken . Her discord is Battleaxe#1003. I cant prove she is the one directly doing the V2K and RNM. Doing it requires more than one person at the least. It cant be done alone. She cant prove she is not one of the ones doing it. I was drugged in my home covertly, it ended badly. They have tried to kill me and are still trying to kill me. I bet nobody does anything at all. Ask @battleaxe to prove it. I bet she wont. They want me to believe the V2K and RNM in me is being broadcast from her location. And what the fuck is "HOMELAND SECURITY" doing about this shit? I think stumbling over their own dicks maybe? Just like they did and are doing with the Havana Syndrome https://ecency.com/fyrstikken/@fairandbalanced/i-am-the-only-motherfucker-on-the-internet-pointing-to-a-direct-source-for-voice-to-skull-electronic-terrorism

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The people doing V2K with remote neural monitoring want me to believe this lady @battleaxe is an operator. She is involved deeply with her group and @fyrstikken . Her discord is Battleaxe#1003. I cant prove she is the one directly doing the V2K and RNM. Doing it requires more than one person at the least. It cant be done alone. She cant prove she is not one of the ones doing it. I was drugged in my home covertly, it ended badly. They have tried to kill me and are still trying to kill me. I bet nobody does anything at all. Ask @battleaxe to prove it. I bet she wont. They want me to believe the V2K and RNM in me is being broadcast from her location. And what the fuck is "HOMELAND SECURITY" doing about this shit? I think stumbling over their own dicks maybe? Just like they did and are doing with the Havana Syndrome https://ecency.com/fyrstikken/@fairandbalanced/i-am-the-only-motherfucker-on-the-internet-pointing-to-a-direct-source-for-voice-to-skull-electronic-terrorism

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Thank god you are still alive and we all
Try to do all we can from our end for the people arriving here now in our refugee homes. Stay strong and Ofcourse I vote

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This is a never ending nightmare. Today was the first day without a headache for me, after 12 days and I'm not even in the war zone (yet). I'm afraid for your life and Nick's.

Stay safe and give us some good news 🙏 😊 Your blog is the first I'm checking in the morning.

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Take care, my dear, and sleep well. For you and me :) just in case. But hope i'll sleep a little this night too.

Hug! xxx

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You are really a strong woman and you are doing an amazing job. Victory will be ours...I just hope I can come back to my home soon...

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Oh my dear! I can't express how I'm happy that you wasn't in Kharkiv last night.

I just hope I can come back to my home soon

What do you mean home? Kharkiv??

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I heard the news about Kharkiv and an incident happened in front of my house last night...Yes, I meant my Kharkiv home...

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I wish I could hug you right now. Send you my virtual hug! After the victory, you will return home, and I swear we will meet finally :) Take care and sleep well, my dear one ❤️

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reading your stories makes me very scared and at the same time my feelings are rage and helplessness to see how they end up with schools, hospitals, an entire city, the home of many, I ask God at this time to give them a lot of resistance and end that very soon war

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Greetings, our prayers and wishes are with all of you, no matter what happens you will always be in our blessings.

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I have just read in the news that as a result of an air battle over Kyiv, ours shot down two enemy planes . The first at 20:30 and the second at 21:10. And the 3M-54 Kalibr as well. That's what I heard.

Do they have anything else regarding the 3 heroe Spies that died 2 days ago, one of them who was a peace diplomat that was accused of committing high treason? You know, the "hero" accused of treason, executed in the middle of Kiev by the courthouse?

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I am Praying for You all Everyday!
You and @blindspot is where I am checking the situation.
I am so, so, sorry for You and Your whole country,
😢😢😢
It makes Me sick, literally sick...
😥😢😓😢😥
Stay as Safe as You can!
🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

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For you, I will remember each day to be grateful for the small mercies that come from living in a peaceful democracy such as washing my teeth and face with warm water every day and having supermarket shelves fully stocked.

I am glad each time I see a post from you, as are many people.

I am not surprised that you cannot distract yourself with movies and media and that you want to avoid graphic coverage of the war. It must be important to focus, to compartmentalize, and often not to think too much.

!LUV
!PIZZA
!LOLZ
!hivebits

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One day we will fill our supermarkets again...

Thank you for pizza )

!BEER

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You need to stake more BEER (24 staked BEER allows you to call BEER one time per day)

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PIZZA! PIZZA!

PIZZA Holders sent $PIZZA tips in this post's comments:
harlowjourney tipped zirochka (x1)
@mizuosemla(2/10) tipped @zirochka (x1)

Join us in Discord!

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Be safe and have a merry party!

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We admire your strength. We are doing what we can to support any and all who flee and arrive here in Germany. Please continue to keep us updated and let us know if there is anything we can do to support.

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Some advice from me: Talking to Nick prefer to use end-to-end encrypted Internet communication instead of regular cell phone services. There has been some leaks that there is a threat of Russians controlling telecommunication companies in Ukraine with potential to listen to people's conversations and capturing SMS messages. It's not possible with encrypted messaging, though. If you e-mail someone some important information you may also want to encrypt that message. Also if you are using Telegram to chat note that text chats aren't encrypted by default and you need to use secret chats to enable it.
Another thing is that telephone numbers can be spoofed. This may happen even without control over the communication companies. It happens also in other countries. That means you can receive SMS or a call from a phone number that never send it. This is just somebody else spoofing that number. Knowing that if somebody calls you and tries to retrieve some information from you (about you, Nick, your family or the army) and you don't recognise the person's voice (or aren't sure about the SMS author) - call back this number instead of talking to the person that called you. That way you will disconnect spoofed call and connect to real phone having such number instead.

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Good advice, but the mobile coverage is very poor there, even when talking on the cell phone. He cannot make call via messanger, moreover encrypted one. But we dont share things that maybe usefull for russians. All we need to know that we both are okay.

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please be strong for mankind. we all hope to see you in person during the next Hivefest. 🙏🙏

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What a wonderful idea!! Indeed. And this time i wont miss it 💪

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Because this is such an awesome post, here is a BBH Tip for you. . Keep up the fantastic work

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🌹🌹🌹 Happy Women's Day @zirochka 🌹🌹🌹
I send you lots of positive thoughts and a bit of gentleness in the difficult times you are going through. I admire the work you do and the courage you all Ukrainian people show.
Stay strong!

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Oh, this is sooo sweet and touching 🤗🤗

Thank you so much, dear @arcange!

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Words fail me in the desire to "speak" encouragement into the life of one undergoing what you and your people are experiencing @zirochka. Particularly in light of all the inevitable "why" questions surrounding a war which seems inexplicable on the surface of it.

To even begin, we have to try to get through all the deception and propaganda with which we are constantly bombarded. Talk amongst us here has a sadly recurring theme - in our long lives, we have never seen it as bad as it is now ...

On the other side of the world, I would like you to know there are many, many Americans who are supportive of Ukraine through this, in spite of whatever impressions may be left by the incompetent people (my opinion, along with millions of my countrymen) currently in power over us.

We all need great wisdom as to how best to proceed from here, as there is no going back now. And great courage to face whatever is coming. As bad as it is there in Ukraine, it is hard to imagine what seemingly small miscalculation / misunderstanding / ?...? would lead to World War III, engulfing much of the rest of our world. Particularly if it was to result in the use of nuclear weapons ...

We continue to pray for you and your people. We have great admiration for the courage and will being shown, in the face of such tyranny. May our Sovereign God bring it to a just and merciful end soon.

Psalms 145:14-20

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I feel you. Before this happened, I did not believe, could not believe. I thought it was a bluff. I did not know that this is possible in our time. How wrong was I. Therefore, now I don’t even try to predict about the use of nuclear weapons...

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Let's unite, Ukrainians. Разом ми переможемо!

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"If you look back in history - whenever censorship happens it's always the censors, that are on the wrong side, not the people being censored" - Mike Maloney

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I'm sending you so much love (and !LUV) @zirochka. I can only imagine how challenging it must be.

With every story like this, I feel like a part of my soul is dying. Who will I be after the war?

I want to say that who you will be is you, just a slightly different version of Zirochka. You'll be wiser through everything you've lived through, gentler with other people because of what you've seen and more grateful for life than ever before. You'll pick up the pieces and sort through whatever you can manage and step forward each day of your life. You're an incredibly strong and courageous woman (from what I am reading in your posts), you'll create a new kind of you and a new kind of life.

But for now, I shall pray for a peaceful sky for you and everyone in your part of the world.

Big, gentle hug 🤗

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