Mixture of Feeling For My Pet

Last week I didn't see Spotty. It broke my heart and even I cried in the garbage bin. I missed him so much. Imagine, everytime I throw my garbage, one calling his name Mengmeng (Spotty), she came quickly and rubbed his tail to my legs but that three consecutive days I never find him. I thought he was hits by car. But yesterday he came so weaked and his eyes was swelling. Maybe he got blind. I hope to see him better next time. I cried a lot. How I wished to bring him to the veterinarian. So pitiful that hurted my feelings.

There was a scenario that made me more emotional. When I dropped the foods on the ground Spotty friend cat, did not eat and he was moving toward the place where Spotty was staying. He waited Spotty who was coming slowly to eat with them. I follow that cat who returned at the back of the house of our neighbor and then I found Spotty so weaker.

I touched him and he felt my comfort to his situation. I gave food and water but he refused to eat. Today, I did not see him. I feel so bad now. I considered them my buddy I hope that he found comfort there and come back stronger. Browny is the culprit. He always fight Spotty and even Whitey before. But I cannot blame Browny from his behavior. Last 2019, he almost lost his life and he became so thin. I was thinking, he won't survive and hard to recover his health. The wound in his butt and his walk was affected. This 2023,he got his full recovery, became big cat like tiger. He became the King of Cats now in this territory. That is why I got mixture of my emotions toward Spotty and Browny.

Throwback With Spotty and His Twin

*They were two Spotty colored cats , the twin but one was hitter by a car in front of our house. There are so many car passing by there and my tiny spotty met an accident.

That's all for now, more update next time.

HIVE ON!

@OLIVIA08