My mother's health deteriorated again, I'm so uneasy and sad

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This life has been arranged by God, we never know and cannot guess what will happen for tomorrow.

We don't know whether tomorrow we will be given happiness or sadness, given health or given pain, everything is a secret from God.

Even so, sometimes it is difficult for us to accept the reality when bad things happen to us or our family, even though we know and are aware that all of this is a gift from God.

There is a feeling of sadness mixed with disappointment, anxiety when our parents are sick, that's what I have felt in the last few days, my mother fell ill again and had to be hospitalized.

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My mother had to return to intensive care in the hospital's ICU room, a room that was most haunted and feared by every patient and patient's family.

This is worn by every patient who is entered and treated in the ICU room, a sign that he is dying, an emergency, experiencing too much pain.

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Several months ago my mother was diagnosed with heart disease by a specialist in heart disease and had to be treated for 15 days in the hospital.

According to the cardiologist, my mother's heart had swollen and had no beat, so that sometimes it made my mother cry hysterically because she had difficulty breathing and had a heart rate detector installed.

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After being treated for 15 days in the hospital, my mother's health began to improve and after a few weeks now finally the worst thing happened again, my mother's heart disease recurred, and worse than before, at this time my mother's condition is weak and helpless.

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According to the doctor who treated my mother, my mother had to undergo heart surgery, and that was the last resort that could be done.

I was afraid, afraid for my mother's safety that would not be guaranteed if her heart had to be operated on, if the operation failed then my mother's life would be lost.

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The doctor gave us a one week deadline to think about the best way and prepare a budget for operating expenses.

I'm not willing if my mother's heart has to be operated on, but I also can't see my mother in constant pain without stopping, I'm confused I don't know what to do and which path to choose.

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Some of my friends recommended me to do traditional medicine for my mother, because for some people who have heart disease, experience healing when taking traditional herbal medicines.

I ask for help from all of you who know traditional and herbal medicines for treating heart disease to tell me, for the sake of healing my beloved mother.