Repenting for My Past Sins
Last week, I was dealing with some deliberating anxiety, which is unusual when one bothers to take in the bigger picture.
I am someone who has dealt with anxiety for the majority of my life -- that was, until I cured my hyperthyroidism, cut down on smoking, began fasting, and found God. Since then, my anxiety has been non-existent, if not at a minimum.
Why, then, was I experiencing such intensely negative emotions during the absolute best I've ever been?
I confided to my husband about it... I told him about how earlier that day, I had seen a post from an influencer that I follow; she is a mom who lost her 9-year-old daughter to cancer. She was talking about the reunion with that daughter -- what will it be like? -- when someone commented that she "still needed to be here for her other children."
The mom did not say much, but what she did say was enough:
"They will be there as well! Jesus is coming soon..."
I am not an emotional person (granted, I have no issues crying when it is called for, a sad movie, etc.), but I broke down thinking about the weight of that mom's words.
My body shook. We will never know when it will arrive; could it be tomorrow? If it was tomorrow, do I honestly believe that I would be saved?...
The thought popped into my head, of repenting for all of my sins (that I can recall, anyway), and I was immediately filled with a sense of peace. I felt calm.
Sure, I am "doing everything right" now, but I have never actually attempted to try to atone for all of my past sins. And if I will stand before God to explain all of my thoughts and actions someday anyway, then why not just start doing it now?! 🤷♀️
So, here is my list of sins! 🙏 I have no issues sharing all of it (mostly because -- now that I can look back on it -- I really haven't committed anything too grievous). Of course, these are only the ones that have come to mind thus far. For example, I have stolen things once or twice in the past, from loved ones and a store, but I can't recall specifics. So I obviously plan on adding more to the list as they come to mind.
For another thing, what technically counts as a sin? We have the Ten Commandments, but what about errors that occur on a daily basis? What about modern 21st century things that the Bible could not write down? What about vices, the "seven deadly sins," negative emotions and thoughts? Technically speaking, "sin" means "to fall short of something," so should I simply repent for every and anything?...
This is super brave and I salute it!
I actually did something very similar years ago and tried to go over all the sins I had committed in recent memory. It was quite a bit :(
But I think it's an exercise for our repentance. Allows us to relive and truly turn from them. Not easy at all, especially sharing it.
Happy Saturday everyone 🙏🏾 please read and share the truth 👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾
On hive it's like some people don't realise everything is documented and you can never hide from the truth 😂😂😂😂😂🍻
@acidyo @neoxian @themarkymark @hurtlocker @jacobtothe @steevc @meno @theycallmedan @crimsonclad and friends ✨⭕✨😂😂😂
Do you really think no one sees what you do 🤔
@acidyo You took my rep away for no reason with the help of blocktrades delegation 😂 @steevc knows all about it
You and themarkymark work for blocktrades or are blocktrades 😂
You are so sad doing what you do
Promoting your 💩💩💩💩💩💩
Selfvoting your 💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩
You have downvoted so many people away for no reason
You really need to have a hard long look in the mirror and see what you have become
It doesn't matter if you have people who believe anything you say for a few cents or a few pennies 😂😂😂😂
Look at your buddy oldsoulnewb 😂😂😂😂😂
Everything is documented
So the choice is yours again leave me alone and bring my rep back and I will stop sharing the truth
You can call my long copy paste comments spam but it only makes you look stupid 😂
I hope you understand you are only making it worse 😂
Hive is not a game it might be a big game to you 🤔
It seems you love to game Hive don't you 😜
Everyone sees don't you think it's time to stop 🛑
You have shown all the real issues with Hive 😂 you have shown why real people couldn't invest in Hive and build on Hive 😂
You are in god mode 😂 activated 😂 you Marky Dan and others 😂😂😂😂😜
I hope you enjoyed this post or you might see in comment from 😂 which you like to call spam 😂😂😂
@jacobtothe Keep digging just remember @acidyo took my rep away with the help of blocktrades delegations and everything is documented 😂😂😂
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@jacobtothe and friends Please get help there's clearly something wrong with you 🙏🏾
I hope blocktrades pays you well enough 😂😂😂😂
Some people just never learn when 😂😂😂👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾
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@jacobtothe @acidyo @themarkymark @hurtlocker and friends 😁 No one will ever trust you again you weirdo 😂
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Hello everyone I hope you are all good and well today in this post is some of the evidence to prove my case
If you didn't know I've been getting downvoted for a long time on Hive
They have been trying to bully me with downvotes and words but it doesn't affect me I've been online for over 25 years
So I've dealt with people like this before it's nothing new
But what they are doing is bad Very badi joined steemit like everyone else thinking it offers freedom but I must say steemit offered much more freedom than Hive does
Everyone already knows I only post my own original content I have no need to steal anything from anyone
I've been labelled a lot of things on Hive 😂 by the biggest farmers scammers and downvoters
Actions speak louder than any words do especially when them words are coming from a compolsive liars
I will keep updating this post when I get time
https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-16-09-2025-20250916181314
https://hive.blog/hivedev/@makerhacks/please-peakd-allow-me-to-completely-block-spammers-would-you-ever-vote-for-this
https://hive.blog/hive-167547/@dlmmqb/re-kgakakillerg-t34wy6
https://hive.blog/hive-170475/@acidyo/re-kgakakillerg-t32sw1
https://hive.blog/hive-167922/@themarkymark/re-kgakakillerg-t30ziu
https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-29-09-2025-20250929172045
No downvotes for this racist person 🧐
https://hive.blog/hive-196387/@acidyo/re-kgakakillerg-t41yr6
https://hive.blog/dvs/@dhedge/re-kgakakillerg-t3clz3
https://hive.blog/hive-150329/@kgakakillerg/t3a8fu
https://hive.blog/musical/@steevc/re-kgakakillerg-t2kz1m this post
To all the downvoters on Hive When the downvotes stop 🛑 and my rep is back I stop sharing the truth 🙏🏾
☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾 Keep calling the truth lies 😂☝🏾
So many pretend to be doing god's work but they are really working for the devil 👿
Karma will strike you and who ever supports you 🙏🏾
☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾
To @jacobtothe and friends 😁
@crimsonclad please do your job 🙏🏾
https://hive.blog/hive-135178/@crimsonclad/re-kgakakillerg-sxllhv
https://hive.blog/hive-148441/@hivewatchers/svftu9
https://hive.blog/hive-148441/@hivewatchers/svdjjz
https://hive.blog/hive-176853/@steevc/re-kgakakillerg-syyy4x
https://hive.blog/dev/@howo/re-kgakakillerg-szhax7
https://hive.blog/hive/@steevc/follow-friday-respect
https://hive.blog/hive-127022/@shmoogleosukami/re-kgakakillerg-t0hcxc
It's unbelievable that they downvoted this Goodbye Auntie R.I.P 🙏🏾
Comments being downvoted by blocktrades https://hive.blog/hive-170744/@kgakakillerg/t0ns3b
https://hive.blog/hive-127466/@steevc/re-blocktrades-t0kint
https://hive.blog/hive-127466/@blocktrades/t0lq41
https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-2025-06-29-20250629143829
https://hive.blog/hive-127466/@kgakakillerg/t0m1vn
https://hive.blog/hive-108278/@kgakakillerg/t0rfo8
https://hive.blog/hive-127466/@kgakakillerg/t0vcl7
Stop farming Hive https://hive.blog/burnpost/@buildawhale/re-1756307402814502169-20250827t151240z
😂😂😂😂😂
📊 The Untrending Report - Hive Downvote Analysis - 2025-09-07
RE: Understanding Pointers in C Programming
Please Peakd, allow me to completely block spammers (Would you ever vote for this?) thanks for exposing yourself more @makerhacks
Please go through it all instead of calling it spam 😂😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
https://blurt.blog/hive/@candy49/5slvnx-taskmaster4450-is-being-downvoted-on-hive-by-you-know-who
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https://hive.blog/hive-108278/@kgakakillerg/themarkymark
https://hive.blog/hive-178138/@thefed/t6q9kb 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄
https://hive.blog/music/@geneeverett33/11-25-25-three-tune-tuesday-picking-tunes-from-the-punk-band-the-descendents-1982-1997-era
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https://hive.blog/dmania/@steemcleaners/ps46kb
https://hive.blog/hive-124838/@fjworld/re-peaksnaps-t7161i
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https://blurt.blog/blurt-131902/@condividisulweb/3w94e8-hive-manipulation-censorship-and-suspicious-funds-the-hidden-truth
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https://hive.blog/hive/@kgakakillerg/i-ve-been-put-on-two-blacklists
Thank you for reading and viewing this post
To all the downvoters on Hive When the downvotes stop 🛑 and my rep is back I stop sharing the truth 🙏🏾
I'm sharing the truth I know it hurts you but it is what it is 😂🍻
It's crazy that hives market cap is 36 million dollars 🤔🧐 and a account to hold 24 million dollars 💰 crazy
To everyone who is turning a blind eye to the truth karma will strike you down 🙏🏾
Stop Doing the devils work do gods work 🙏🏾
☝🏾😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂📷📸📸
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#themarkymarkfiles #buildawhalefiles #acidyofiles #hurtlockerfiles #neoxianfiles #louis88files #azirconfiles #jacobtothefiles #ausbitbankfiles #poshtokenfiles #menofiles #Guiltypartiesfiles #Usainvotefiles #smoothfiles
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I think it's essential to do, especially if (was it Revelation?) that tells us we will have to stand before God and explain every sin we've committed.
Again, when I first had that thought, I was scared. I've repented for the "major" sins, sure, but I never bothered to sit and break it all down. Like you said, it was a lot.
But thank you for your comment, I hope you're doing well, and God bless! 🙏💛
Happy Saturday everyone 🙏🏾 please read and share the truth 👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾
On hive it's like some people don't realise everything is documented and you can never hide from the truth 😂😂😂😂😂🍻
@acidyo @neoxian @themarkymark @hurtlocker @jacobtothe @steevc @meno @theycallmedan @crimsonclad and friends ✨⭕✨😂😂😂
Do you really think no one sees what you do 🤔
@acidyo You took my rep away for no reason with the help of blocktrades delegation 😂 @steevc knows all about it
You and themarkymark work for blocktrades or are blocktrades 😂
You are so sad doing what you do
Promoting your 💩💩💩💩💩💩
Selfvoting your 💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩
You have downvoted so many people away for no reason
You really need to have a hard long look in the mirror and see what you have become
It doesn't matter if you have people who believe anything you say for a few cents or a few pennies 😂😂😂😂
Look at your buddy oldsoulnewb 😂😂😂😂😂
Everything is documented
So the choice is yours again leave me alone and bring my rep back and I will stop sharing the truth
You can call my long copy paste comments spam but it only makes you look stupid 😂
I hope you understand you are only making it worse 😂
Hive is not a game it might be a big game to you 🤔
It seems you love to game Hive don't you 😜
Everyone sees don't you think it's time to stop 🛑
You have shown all the real issues with Hive 😂 you have shown why real people couldn't invest in Hive and build on Hive 😂
You are in god mode 😂 activated 😂 you Marky Dan and others 😂😂😂😂😜
I hope you enjoyed this post or you might see in comment from 😂 which you like to call spam 😂😂😂
@jacobtothe Keep digging just remember @acidyo took my rep away with the help of blocktrades delegations and everything is documented 😂😂😂
☝🏾✨⭕✨☝🏾🍻🍻🍻🍻
👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾
@jacobtothe and friends Please get help there's clearly something wrong with you 🙏🏾
I hope blocktrades pays you well enough 😂😂😂😂
Some people just never learn when 😂😂😂👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾
@jacobtothe @livinguktaiwan @oflyhigh @abit @adm @eval @hivetoday @findingfreedom @abitmore @hurtlocker @hurt-locker @epstein @gundamzerofour @gundamzerotwo @gundamzerofive @buratus @gungunkrishu @tarabh @nattosenpai @fw206 @ocd @acidyo @hivetrending @mrtats @poshtoken @davideownzall @dudeontheweb @caspermoeller89 @strawhat @angeluxx @cositav @rachaeldwatson @artofwar74 @solumviz @poshtoken.wallet @shiftrox @hiddenblade @hivegc @alohaed @tobias-g @nattosenpai @hivetrending @erikah @davidke20 @davideownzall @zingtoken @honey-swap @friendlymoose @x-rain @hivegc @rishi556 @ocd-witness @russia-btc @ocdb @justinw @nutritree @themarkymark @geekgirl @buynburn @stresskiller @forkyishere @forykw @belikechuck @leovoter @upmyvote @punkteam @makerhacks @wiseagent @steevc @davidthompson57 @videoaddiction @annoyingmosquito @meesterboom @demotruk @meno @thelittlebank @knot @buttcoins @snapie @coolmole @davidickeyyall @crimsonclad @smooth @oldsoulnewb @ds-tech @artgirl @flemingfarm @neoxian @nwothini335 @bdvoter.cur @zaku @mango-juice @empo.voter @empoderat @ferranlogs @trumpman @bhattg @azircon @riverflows @lazy-panda @gogreenbuddy @tarazkp @buildawhale @logic @abit @freedom @solominer @letusbuyhive @bijoy12 @sagarkothari88 @theycallmedan @ipromote @apeminingclub @nathen007 @dlmmqb @slobberchops @chops316 @littlenewthings @bozz @adm @abit @cwow2 @adm @logic @savvyplayer @patrice @spaminator @topcomment @theworldaroundme @jongolson @mobi72 and friends ✨⭕✨ Please get help 🙏🏾
@jacobtothe @acidyo @themarkymark @hurtlocker and friends 😁 No one will ever trust you again you weirdo 😂
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Hello everyone I hope you are all good and well today in this post is some of the evidence to prove my case
If you didn't know I've been getting downvoted for a long time on Hive
They have been trying to bully me with downvotes and words but it doesn't affect me I've been online for over 25 years
So I've dealt with people like this before it's nothing new
But what they are doing is bad Very badi joined steemit like everyone else thinking it offers freedom but I must say steemit offered much more freedom than Hive does
Everyone already knows I only post my own original content I have no need to steal anything from anyone
I've been labelled a lot of things on Hive 😂 by the biggest farmers scammers and downvoters
Actions speak louder than any words do especially when them words are coming from a compolsive liars
I will keep updating this post when I get time
https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-16-09-2025-20250916181314
https://hive.blog/hivedev/@makerhacks/please-peakd-allow-me-to-completely-block-spammers-would-you-ever-vote-for-this
https://hive.blog/hive-167547/@dlmmqb/re-kgakakillerg-t34wy6
https://hive.blog/hive-170475/@acidyo/re-kgakakillerg-t32sw1
https://hive.blog/hive-167922/@themarkymark/re-kgakakillerg-t30ziu
https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-29-09-2025-20250929172045
No downvotes for this racist person 🧐
https://hive.blog/hive-196387/@acidyo/re-kgakakillerg-t41yr6
https://hive.blog/dvs/@dhedge/re-kgakakillerg-t3clz3
https://hive.blog/hive-150329/@kgakakillerg/t3a8fu
https://hive.blog/musical/@steevc/re-kgakakillerg-t2kz1m this post
To all the downvoters on Hive When the downvotes stop 🛑 and my rep is back I stop sharing the truth 🙏🏾
☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾 Keep calling the truth lies 😂☝🏾
So many pretend to be doing god's work but they are really working for the devil 👿
Karma will strike you and who ever supports you 🙏🏾
☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾
To @jacobtothe and friends 😁
@crimsonclad please do your job 🙏🏾
https://hive.blog/hive-135178/@crimsonclad/re-kgakakillerg-sxllhv
https://hive.blog/hive-148441/@hivewatchers/svftu9
https://hive.blog/hive-148441/@hivewatchers/svdjjz
https://hive.blog/hive-176853/@steevc/re-kgakakillerg-syyy4x
https://hive.blog/dev/@howo/re-kgakakillerg-szhax7
https://hive.blog/hive/@steevc/follow-friday-respect
https://hive.blog/hive-127022/@shmoogleosukami/re-kgakakillerg-t0hcxc
It's unbelievable that they downvoted this Goodbye Auntie R.I.P 🙏🏾
Comments being downvoted by blocktrades https://hive.blog/hive-170744/@kgakakillerg/t0ns3b
https://hive.blog/hive-127466/@steevc/re-blocktrades-t0kint
https://hive.blog/hive-127466/@blocktrades/t0lq41
https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-2025-06-29-20250629143829
https://hive.blog/hive-127466/@kgakakillerg/t0m1vn
https://hive.blog/hive-108278/@kgakakillerg/t0rfo8
https://hive.blog/hive-127466/@kgakakillerg/t0vcl7
Stop farming Hive https://hive.blog/burnpost/@buildawhale/re-1756307402814502169-20250827t151240z
😂😂😂😂😂
📊 The Untrending Report - Hive Downvote Analysis - 2025-09-07
RE: Understanding Pointers in C Programming
Please Peakd, allow me to completely block spammers (Would you ever vote for this?) thanks for exposing yourself more @makerhacks
Please go through it all instead of calling it spam 😂😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
https://blurt.blog/hive/@candy49/5slvnx-taskmaster4450-is-being-downvoted-on-hive-by-you-know-who
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https://hive.blog/hive-108278/@kgakakillerg/themarkymark
https://hive.blog/hive-178138/@thefed/t6q9kb 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄
https://hive.blog/music/@geneeverett33/11-25-25-three-tune-tuesday-picking-tunes-from-the-punk-band-the-descendents-1982-1997-era
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https://hive.blog/dmania/@steemcleaners/ps46kb
https://hive.blog/hive-124838/@fjworld/re-peaksnaps-t7161i
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https://blurt.blog/blurt-131902/@condividisulweb/3w94e8-hive-manipulation-censorship-and-suspicious-funds-the-hidden-truth
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https://hive.blog/hive/@kgakakillerg/i-ve-been-put-on-two-blacklists
Thank you for reading and viewing this post
To all the downvoters on Hive When the downvotes stop 🛑 and my rep is back I stop sharing the truth 🙏🏾
I'm sharing the truth I know it hurts you but it is what it is 😂🍻
It's crazy that hives market cap is 36 million dollars 🤔🧐 and a account to hold 24 million dollars 💰 crazy
To everyone who is turning a blind eye to the truth karma will strike you down 🙏🏾
Stop Doing the devils work do gods work 🙏🏾
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