Beach Walk Through Emotions

Sunny day, the leaves are more on the ground than the trees. We walked together on that narrow road towards the beach. The beach's always far better than the four walls at these times. They just give some kind of a feeling of seeing the whole world at one moment. It's more like I don't care that rest of the world exists.

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I have been always in love with the sea, even she came after that. Now they could both fill my life easily. It's like everything around me calm, she's calm and the sea is. We walked around the beach, there is always some difference in the way I look at the sea when I'm alone. Now it' s a bit different. I have to take care of her too.

Times moving more fastly when spent with these waves, it's about to get afternoon and I'm starting to get hungry. It happens always, I get really hungry when we are outside she's always the one with more energy. Now I'm walking along with her, I need to tell her that I'm hungry and thirsty, need to find a restaurant.

As always she knew my threshold, she said that to me before I even begin. Then we headed to the restaurant which was a little bit far away, but inside the boundaries of my vision. We walked towards it from the beach in some kind of straight-line path.

It's been a while we have gone out, I planned to say her somethings today. But her whole appearance and attitude are making me more anxious. I was planning to end the relationship, it's not like I hate her, it's just like I can't continue with the relationship. I'm tired of it, I thought that she also knew that far before me. But today she's acting like nothing's there.

The food came, I haven't looked at her face directly this day. I looked at her this time, as expected she is watching me. Her eyebrows created an angle which shows she knew everything. I changed my eye towards the food and grabbed my plate more towards me. Try to eat it with more care as a way to ignore her. It's getting hard.

"You don't have to act anymore. Please speak to me."

I wasn't expecting that it's just totally out of my reflexes could create a reaction on my face. I looked at her like some kind of a kid who caught by a mom for hiding things.

"Anyway it's our last day together, So try to be freer and act it peacefully. You don't have to try to convince me of anything."

That was just another thunder, I had nothing to say. I just played the role of a fool the whole day, I'm just another common stupid guy who still can't understand people. The night came, I have to leave her at the railway station, we both stood on the platform saying no words. The train came, she tried to take the first step forward, but something stopped her. She looked at me and kissed me in the forehead. When I came back to reality she was gone.

The End 👤