Have you ever had a dream of which you can't forget even the smallest detail?

I couldn't be exact as to how old I was at the time, but maybe I was fourteen. You know that age where the fog of "puberty" clouds the senses?

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"I hear the wind, it's blowing hard and the grains of sand are rising with it. I don't know what I'm doing here, maybe I'm looking to quench my thirst. Maybe an oasis is the solution to these parted lips....

The sun is relentless and despite the breeze makes the heat bearable...

A faint would be inevitable...

After a while I saw everything eternal, I do not know what I expected to find. I am not aware of what is happening, not at all, but I fall to my knees and as if it were a simple bow my forehead touches the ground.

I am exhausted, dejected and I burst into tears because of my ignorance?

Or is it because of my lack of judgment?

Simply any banality at this moment is welcome, anything would become an attempt of hallucination and in the worst case....

Insanity...

That is the natural thing to do when someone is lost in an arid desert. But someone broke the cycle of things and a hand moved the plane....

Day became night and night became my body's rest. She took my hand and I could stand up again....

And I saw what I could never have imagined, it was her and by "her" I mean the presence of a girl.... Yes, but one that I have never seen in my life.

Perfect, in every way. So much so that I have a hard time describing her, I have a hard time processing that someone like this exists?

Does it make sense? The desert, her, the night and the day?

I was afraid to die a moment ago and now I feel as safe as death itself is for a mortal...

She smiles, smiles at me and takes me with her. Unexpectedly, palm trees appear out of nowhere and a couple of swings. What are we, children?

We take a seat, now that I am more conscious you are wearing a very long robe made of a very soft fabric, I know that you talk to me and I know that I answer you...

But why am I still not aware of what we talk about?

You just laugh and you do it with a lot of innocence...

And you say: "here I am, with you and I'm not going anywhere else"...

My eyes open like saucers at your voice and it is as if it ends up recognizing from somewhere...

I understood what I was doing here...

I was looking for you, I was looking for you in the most deserted corners of my thoughts...

And I have you here, with me.

I begin to cry and you give me comfort. But you warn me that dawn is about to break, that I shouldn't be afraid and that everything is all right...

I close my eyes and when I open them, you're gone...

I look everywhere, I see the sun rising from the east, the curves of the sand and even the palm trees with their swings...

But you are not there...

I can't stop crying...

How is this possible? Have I lost you? I can't figure out anything and my conscience is still asleep...

I turn back and I saw you, I run to you.

However, every dream has an awakening and mine was at that very moment. No one knew, no one knows....

But that morning I woke up with tears of absolute happiness because I met someone in a dream..."

Was it love that I saw?

No idea, what I can say is that no one has ever managed to get that feeling out of the depths of my entrails, no one....

At least not awake...