My helpless experience.

My helpless experience.

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Since my dad has kicked the bucket, things have not been rosy in so many ways, and part of it is the area of my education. We all know education is the best legacy and the key to future success.
I lost my best dad at the early stage of my life and the gigantic loss has really caused me a lot of pain and helplessness. During this period, I got to know the people who truly love me, but let me not prolong matters here, know of this fact that no one can love so dearly like your biological parent, other love are what I do not know. I suffered a lot, even the people I thought would not make me feel any pain in life are the ones sponsoring the pain in my life, they really taught me the lessons of my life.

Not only that, but I was still in primary 4 when Is my father died, it was a very painful situation that really bends my life in a way, you know that kind of dad that has the good plans for his children, and unfortunately, he was cut short by death, so painful exit, if you are to ask me things about my dad, I will surely have something good to say about him, my dad is a caring father and lovely too, he is always there for me whenever I am in need of him, he made life so simple for me while growing up and see the reason some rich man children do things like they don't care, it is not really their fault, their parent has paid the price, so they don't really know what life is all about .the death of my dad opened my eyes to plenty of things even as I was minimal then.

How can you explain a very young boy that doesn't do anything about suffering and suddenly, because of his father's death, he started experiencing a lot at the tender age?I faced a lot of striving and struggling to survive. I really give kudos to the one who took everything upon herself to make sure that I stand, although academically, she was not capable enough to see me through my secondary school days, but she was able to see me through my primary school.

There was no help from anyone to push me forward in my secondary school education, so I decided to start working at the early stage of my life, I started following farmers to their farms, so I can make some money to feed and sponsor myself in school, I even pushed wheelbarrow for people to also get some money and all that was in my mind at that time was to survive and finish my secondary school education .with God's help, I was able to push myself through the process, it was not easy for me, but I followed the process.
Today I can boldly tell anyone that I sponsor myself all through including to university level, all I just enjoyed is God's grace and determination.

All the family members who were always around my dad while he was still alive all flew, and they all started giving excuses. I was so helpless, but I am happy I scaled through all the suffering.

Thank you for reading my post.

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