//ESP//Carta perdida. //ENG// Lost letter
Carta perdida
A veces pienso en acercarme a ti, en poder abrazarte y sentir tu cálido cuerpo. Poder sentir el dulce rocío de tus labios y oler tu dulce aroma a rosas. Poder ver tus ojos cristalinos y ver la pureza de tu alma aunque creas lo contrario; poder romper esa coraza y poder llegar a lo más profundo de tu ser.
Sólo puedo pensar, imaginar y no ser capaz de actuar; actuar por miedo, miedo a perderte, no ser capaz de decirte ni la más mínima palabra por miedo a que te caiga mal y me rechaces... A veces pienso que soy reemplazable, pienso que ya no puedo sostenerme con esas piernas doloridas y ensangrentadas por el peso que me causa el miedo, dolores del pasado que me causan una profunda y oscura tristeza.
No te pido tu mejor sonrisa y que asientas la cabeza, te pido que entiendas que a veces no puedo ver el mundo con colores aunque no lo parezca.... Pero cuando te miro... lo único que miro eres tú, no miro tu personalidad, tu cuerpo, tus sentimientos... porque para qué centrarme en una sola cosa... si te tengo toda para mí y solo con verte es más que suficiente para hacerme sonreír y saber que aunque todo se esté desmoronando.... puedo contar contigo. Pero hay veces... hay veces que siento que me odias, que te causo más daño que felicidad y si es así.... Prefiero acabar con tu sufrimiento y alejarme, alejarme sólo sabiendo que eres feliz, estés conmigo o no, prefiero ver tu sonrisa y tu calma y que seas consciente de ello.
Te adoro y te quiero, pero no te voy a obligar a que me quieras.
Escribo esto con la pluma de mi alma y la tinta de mis lágrimas, lágrimas derramadas por el dolor que siento en mi corazón. Ya no sé cómo desquitarme de mi dolor; cantar, beber, llorar, gritar, correr. Ya no son útiles.
Tal vez sólo son ideas mías... ideas provocadas por mis miedos y mi malestar y si tengo razón... sólo dímelo, dime que ya no me quieres y que no quieres volver a verme. Lo aceptaré sin ningún problema.
Adiós.
Sometimes I think of getting close to you, of being able to embrace you and feel your warm body. To be able to feel the sweet dew of your lips and smell your sweet scent of roses. To be able to see your crystalline eyes and see the purity of your soul even if you believe otherwise; to be able to break that armor and be able to reach the deepest part of your being.
I can only think, imagine and not be able to act; act out of fear, fear of losing you, not be able to say the slightest word to you for fear that you will dislike me and reject me.... Sometimes I think that I am replaceable, I think that I can no longer hold myself with those sore and bloody legs because of the weight that fear causes me, pains from the past that cause me a deep and dark sadness.
I'm not asking you to smile your best smile and nod your head, I'm asking you to understand that sometimes I can't see the world in color even if I don't look like it..... But when I look at you...the only thing I look at is you, I don't look at your personality, your body, your feelings...because why focus on just one thing...if I have you all to myself and just seeing you is more than enough to make me smile and know that even though everything is falling apart.... I can count on you. But there are times... there are times that I feel that you hate me, that I cause you more harm than happiness and if that's so.... I'd rather end your suffering and walk away, walk away just knowing that you're happy, whether you're with me or not, I'd rather see your smile and your calm and that you're aware of it.
I adore you and I love you, but I won't force you to love me.
I write this with the pen of my soul and the ink of my tears, tears shed because of the pain I feel in my heart. I no longer know how to get rid of my pain; to sing, to drink, to cry, to scream, to run. They are no longer useful.
Maybe they are just my ideas... ideas provoked by my fears and my discomfort and if I am right... just tell me, tell me that you don't love me anymore and that you don't want to see me anymore. I'll accept it without any problem.
Goodbye.
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Hermosas letras, muy sentidas, te felicito
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