RE: Conspiracy Wars & The Attack Of The Thought Clones
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Ha, good answer. My blog name is a nod to a childhood disconnection from the general consensus and the following of my own perceptualflaws. I do very much agree, just not sure I explained myself very well as I was/am holding back due to the fact that I’m going to be covering some of these areas in the second part of my next post. Earlier this evening I was scribbling notes for what would be my final conspiracy post (actually the pace of change may draw me out of retirement, so potentially famous last words lol), erm intended final conspiracy post! :D I wrote, "at the bottom of the conspiracy rabbit hole I found myself". I very much believe the momentum has gone too far in the other direction, the group mind (from my perspective) the encroaching collective insanity, the mind virus will one day reach a psychotic fever pitch, that will probably take us towards war and social breakdown, alas I don’t think many are neither ready, nor want to hear it .. in all honesty it’s not often I speak to someone that will acknowledge it.
The weight of momentum, general consensus, peer pressure, fear, materialism, ignorance, and arrogance, dictates that it can only move in one direction, like a wave that will eventually cleanse all in its wake then begin to recede, or like I wrote about in the previous post, a burn cycle, or the breaking of dawn. When I speak of salvation, of course I would be lying if I didn’t acknowledge that at this level I want to help people, deep down most people do, albeit sometimes subconsciously externalising the fact that they’re trying to help themselves.
That said, when I mention salvation I speak from an internal perspective on what is a deeply personal journey. That the world is a wet stone, my mind, spirit, conscious awareness, the blade that requires an opposing force with which to sharpen it, push too hard and you will blunt the edge, don’t push enough and you will never fulfill your true potential. Ultimately I realised that there was myself, and my salvation came from facing my demons, my fears (which we also too often fail to acknowledge that we manifest in our interpretations of the world) and in doing so I obtained a rudimentary personal glimpse into how this works and the nature of the reality that we inhabit, and thus my salvation is an ability to let go of the fear and detach myself from it .. see it for what it is, swim in the other direction, whilst at the same time keeping a good intent, love and loved ones in my heart.
At the end of day when this all plays out, as the track @luca1777 recorded the other day, we are going to be left with a choice between fear or love, who will stand firm and see this for what it really is, and who will allow the seething ferocity of fear to sweep them away. I have no fear and thus whatever happens I will always attempt to work with and not counter intuitive to the reality grain, even if it becomes counter intuitive to my best materialist interests.
This is just it, to me, I stopped trying to 'help' people because at this level, at the time of the end of time we are in, in this moment - it can now be accurately pinpointed that this need to 'help' people is based on individual insecurities.
This world is mind and our internal struggles are its externalisation. It is one thing to know this in theory and it is another to see it and know it as it is.
My favourite quote goes here, 'The map is not the territory'.
It's great to reflect, thanks for the conversation.
Yes I concur, ultimately without direct experience, our words betray our inexperience. All is ultimately a reflection, alas very few are able to reflect upon their shadows .. and thus project them onto one another, and ultimately end up fighting themselves. It's a strange old world. ;) Thanks again dude!