How I Became Disappointed Today?

3 months ago

Looking myself in the morning is great and grateful. I need to be strong all the time. Well, I slept well but I was destructed by my friend video calling with a man. They were loudly talking while I was sleeping but I woke up. I thought it's already morning but time was still 2am and was disturbed. I didn't able to sleep again because of their noise. I went to the comfort room and when I came out, I warned her to shut up and talk outside our room if she continues talking in loud speaker. She knows that when I woke up, I couldn't sleep again quickly.

Then, she stopped and I woke up again at 5am. Thanks God, sunrise was not yet happen. So I took my shower quickly and I walked around I'm the garden. I tried to control myself of not thinking what may cause for me to cry. I covered my true emotions into a positive mood to start a fruitful day. I prayed and God knew what I am praying for and why. I really need His guidance,love and protections🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻. Well, I felt better when tears overflowed into my face and eased my doubt and worries.💔💔💔❤❤❤🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻.

Feeling fresh with my new haircut done by myself. I didn't go to the parlor because the labor is too high. I need to save 😊😊😊 for my beloved ones.

I cooked my breakfast because I have my medicine to take. Thanks God for all of these are free. Next week I will be back to check if I am compatible with my pills.

What made my disappointments?

The new moringa I planted was eaten by an insect. The big old moringa too is also affected. I cut some of the leaves and cooked for my breakfast . I felt sad. But I got an idea to spray with soap.

Look at this! How healthy the leaves yesterday😕😕😕 but now there's nothing left green on it. Anyway, I am still grateful that it made the insects full and they are now eating healthy leaves. I just cant believe they ate it in only one night. 😊😊😊!

I realized that everything has a purpose, why it happen? I accepted the fact and hopefully I can have a good harvest next week.

About my Cats

They are one of the reason I became happy and know how to smile. One call by name Mengmeng, they came along and that is Spotty who responded quickly.

Blacky is always comforting me and never leave the garden. She loves her body getting close to my foot and legs. She playfully biting my legs when my dress is up. I was shocked when she did it. She is just teasing me😘. I just learned to be closed to animals because I got an idea from someone who deeply in love to his pets.

That's all for today update and more again next time.