RE: Are You Alive?

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Jesus. I remember the other piece you wrote that went into the dynamic with your brother (something about death delivered by police) but this one is way more intense. He sounds like a piece of shit. The kind of shit person who is so shit that they end up making a movie about them. What a mess. Here let me buy you a !BEER



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Yes, that's the post. This is a fresh reminder experience as of this week.

He sounds like a piece of shit. The kind of shit person who is so shit that they end up making a movie about them.

Think of someone with zero empathy, highly intelligent, highly cunning, skilled at a spectrum of torture (mind, body, soul) and killing, with sadistic torture, power, and murder as their primary drive in life. No, I don't want to know where the bodies are buried. I just know he's killed since he did his best to take me out as a child.

Update today, no go to be put on the contact list if my mother dies. Nurse said she could not get a coherent confirmation out of her. Today I decided that I have to let go of her so she can depart the body. If I wasn't sure on that choice, I was reminded in the kindest way this afternoon.

Thanks @brandt, I really appreciate you reading. Thanks for the beer also.

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no go to be put on the contact list if my mother dies

Well crap. Very sorry to hear.

I hope you have hidden yourself well from that madman.

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Thanks @brandt. I'll have to process it first and then let go.

The madman knows my address (thanks mom). I really need to face the last bit of fear around him, and let that go. He has, for a while now used my love for my parents to hurt me. If I let go of my mother now, that removes the remaining tie.

See why I always have presents for visitors at the ready? 😉(sarcastic laugh)

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See why I always have presents for visitors at the ready?

I get it now.

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😂 I couldn't help myself. I knew that would put it all into context.

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