RE: Error

already made my apologies and good excuses. i went crazy from testicle trauma from being intoxicated not paying attention, right ball hurt so bad relapsed 7 years clean and then went crazy unable to process the snoop dogg and grimes and telos mystery ... and went crazy with conspiracies i couldnt stop myself from writingh in an impulsive fugue state when i woudl wake up with barely any sleep for months , hadf to go to hospital 4 times in last few months finally got something for my mental health and feel a LOT better and finally dont feel any pain down there like finally went totally away andi was just so fucking worried and freaking out that my loife was over and i just couldnt handle it all

i wwas convinced i was in the star trek talos IV episode where i was in a hologram simulation andi had to be emotional to get pulled out or something sorry i was really out there and i sabatoged many relationships and friendships and business partners and deleted the challengedac discord (but its too many bots anyway and new one can be set right up) but i fuvcked up and went crazy and went on a pyschotic self destructive rampage and wante dto kill myself a bunch of times and finally that stopped when my pain stopped

i went thru my own 100% tragedy i guess learned valuable lessons , i guess its bette ri get it out of teh way now that later i dunno i wish i had just been smarter and stayed in arizona away from this evil california... thats no conspiracy that it changes me, i was really super changed from az but didnt go back i should have just stayed and gotten a place

but i foudn a new place i can go back and forth from here real close to my old place and getting a $5k pickup truck on crauglist or whatever and am gonan have a new life i hope. maybe ill go to the newlife spin nightclub thing i dunno