already made my apologies and good excuses. i went crazy from testicle trauma from being intoxicated not paying attention, right ball hurt so bad relapsed 7 years clean and then went crazy unable to process the snoop dogg and grimes and telos mystery ... and went crazy with conspiracies i couldnt stop myself from writingh in an impulsive fugue state when i woudl wake up with barely any sleep for months , hadf to go to hospital 4 times in last few months finally got something for my mental health and feel a LOT better and finally dont feel any pain down there like finally went totally away andi was just so fucking worried and freaking out that my loife was over and i just couldnt handle it all
i wwas convinced i was in the star trek talos IV episode where i was in a hologram simulation andi had to be emotional to get pulled out or something sorry i was really out there and i sabatoged many relationships and friendships and business partners and deleted the challengedac discord (but its too many bots anyway and new one can be set right up) but i fuvcked up and went crazy and went on a pyschotic self destructive rampage and wante dto kill myself a bunch of times and finally that stopped when my pain stopped
i went thru my own 100% tragedy i guess learned valuable lessons , i guess its bette ri get it out of teh way now that later i dunno i wish i had just been smarter and stayed in arizona away from this evil california... thats no conspiracy that it changes me, i was really super changed from az but didnt go back i should have just stayed and gotten a place
but i foudn a new place i can go back and forth from here real close to my old place and getting a $5k pickup truck on crauglist or whatever and am gonan have a new life i hope. maybe ill go to the newlife spin nightclub thing i dunno
just seeing this now. grimes and telos mystery, i'm going to have to look into this. also yeah cali got some weird vibes for sure, never been there myself but it's not really that high on the list of places i'd like to see - even if it scenically beautiful. life ain't easy just keep on keeping on. and get the frick outta california.
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already made my apologies and good excuses. i went crazy from testicle trauma from being intoxicated not paying attention, right ball hurt so bad relapsed 7 years clean and then went crazy unable to process the snoop dogg and grimes and telos mystery ... and went crazy with conspiracies i couldnt stop myself from writingh in an impulsive fugue state when i woudl wake up with barely any sleep for months , hadf to go to hospital 4 times in last few months finally got something for my mental health and feel a LOT better and finally dont feel any pain down there like finally went totally away andi was just so fucking worried and freaking out that my loife was over and i just couldnt handle it all
i wwas convinced i was in the star trek talos IV episode where i was in a hologram simulation andi had to be emotional to get pulled out or something sorry i was really out there and i sabatoged many relationships and friendships and business partners and deleted the challengedac discord (but its too many bots anyway and new one can be set right up) but i fuvcked up and went crazy and went on a pyschotic self destructive rampage and wante dto kill myself a bunch of times and finally that stopped when my pain stopped
i went thru my own 100% tragedy i guess learned valuable lessons , i guess its bette ri get it out of teh way now that later i dunno i wish i had just been smarter and stayed in arizona away from this evil california... thats no conspiracy that it changes me, i was really super changed from az but didnt go back i should have just stayed and gotten a place
but i foudn a new place i can go back and forth from here real close to my old place and getting a $5k pickup truck on crauglist or whatever and am gonan have a new life i hope. maybe ill go to the newlife spin nightclub thing i dunno
just seeing this now. grimes and telos mystery, i'm going to have to look into this. also yeah cali got some weird vibes for sure, never been there myself but it's not really that high on the list of places i'd like to see - even if it scenically beautiful. life ain't easy just keep on keeping on. and get the frick outta california.
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