We Needed A CoViD Vaccine Already So We Can Return To Our Normal Lives

It just sucks to live a life with limitations, inconveniences, and of course fear. Fear of losing our loved ones from getting sick with the dreaded Corona virus. I myself do not want to die with the kind of death that it brings, I just hate not being able to die slow and not being able to breathe properly because with the course of my being a dialysis patient I did had a lot of experience about it and it scares me.

If only we have a definite day of which we will die like as fast as a flick of a switch but that is not the case. Some however died not knowing that they already died, some died via murder, some accident, some via illness but didn't suffer, but some would die slow like in my case.

I am actually dead, it is just I am getting saved again and again by dialysis treatments because without dialysis I would be slowly poisoned until my body dies in that process. Normally dialysis patients are caught by drowning with their own body fluids before they get poisoned because of a failed excretory system.

That is why I liked the hot weathers as it helps me to eliminate extra water and other toxins through perspiration. But of course perspiring is not enough to clean out your blood as perspiration only aims to cool your body because of outside heat and such. But for our bodies to stay "clean" inside we needed our kidneys for that matter.

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Anyway, as for the CoViD pandemic it just affects me directly, I am now in the batch of dialysis patients who also have other lung issues or coughs not necessarily linked to CoViD but who knows if they have the disease as well. So it is an extra risk for me and in turn an extra risk for my loved ones.

I also cannot see personally my other siblings because of the lockdown. Fortunately at least there is a social media that we can use to check each other one out.

At dialysis I also could not have my favorite meal because the convenience store that serves it no longer gets a needed supply. My mother buys from that convenience store for me if it is my dialysis but with the lockdown it no longer gets the supply for such food. So I am just contending with some hard candies and energy drink now during my dialysis.

Also other things that we needed are if not in short supply could not be bought or just expensive plus we could not go out from our town to buy our necessities. So I am praying that we would get a cure or a vaccine the soonest possible time even though I know that it will really take time because normally it does takes years for such vaccine to develop or not at all. May God helps us all.