Tree Tuesday for 11/26/2019
I am in a black mood, I'm tired of being sick, I'm tired of having no energy.
This is a bad time of year for me to begin with, so let me try to dispel some
Of my negativity this way.
Taken at my complex a couple of weeks ago, the camera had some filter
I didn't know was on, came out kinda interesting, No?
Taken just now with my cellphone, even mostly brown, there is still
BEAUTY
The varieties of reds and browns are amazing to me
See that little feller in the back, with the knot?
I wunner what got to holt of him?
Funny how a couple of weeks change things
"Tree Tuesday"
to try and lift my pall
by
Jerry E Smith
©11/26/2019
Thanks to @old-guy-photos and @dswigle
These .gifs were created for me by @coquiunlimited; many thanks
This .gif was created by @elgeko
to try and lift my pall
by
Jerry E Smith
©11/26/2019
Thanks to @old-guy-photos and @dswigle
These .gifs were created for me by @coquiunlimited; many thanks
This .gif was created by @elgeko
I hope you're feeling better. You're doing the right thing to get outside in the fresh air and nature's beauty.
Well, I AM feeling a little bit better today, my foray outdoors yesterday was very brief, and today it has been rainy and overcast all day.
I am stuck here, I need to and may still go to the grocery store, but god knows what madness I'll find.
Every Thanksgiving since 2014 I've performed/entertained ON the ward at a Nursing Home in Tucker, so tomorrow I have something to do.
Today, I mope and sleep, perhaps I'll work on the new song.
Thanks for stopping by and for the encouragement @kansuze
You know, the cold and grey at this time of year can be depressing. It's between the seasons where you can do something outside but hey, performing is pretty exciting!
You know, I may be leaving this platform, and indeed this world before very long, but
I appreciate your taking time to try and cheer me up.
This is going to sound negative (not this, I've just followed you @kansuze)
But do you think? well probably not unless you've been following me CLOSELY for a long time, that I am not aware of SADD, aware that I suffer from it?
I am a PTSD survivor, I am a domestic violence survivor, I am a survivor of all the years of self imposed guilt and depridations because of things I did in the past.
Now, I am faced with a future alone.
#alone
and it is my doing. I try to make up, but it isn't possible.
The past is immutable
Thanks again @kanzuze Let me leave you with this for tonight:
They need not be much to look at, for in that,
We’d be alike.
Someone who can light up a room with a smile,
Whose inner Spirit has such beauty, that the
Flowers would bow their heads,
Whenever they should pass on by.
The song our two hearts would sing would be so melodious,
The birds would refuse to sing,
Except to try to harmonize,
Along with the duet of love we’d bring.
My soul mate and I emanate such peace, that the
Breezes would cease to blow;
For fear of disturbing the grasses,
In which we would lay and glow.
To have such completeness, would be a marvelous
Thing,
To share in the bounty of, the
Fulfillment Of My Dream.
I am not unhappy in my solitude, but
It surely would be nice,
To not be alone, as
I am in this stage of my life.
“Duet of Love”
by
Jerry E Smith
©11/7/19
Anneliese Phillips Yosemite USA