Feelings of emptiness in Borderline personality disorder

I think everyone experiment feelings of emptiness sometimes, well in people with BDP (borderline disorder personality) these feelings are more strong and long than normal, usually people feel that feelings after a broke up, a trauma or similar, maybe after loosing their job or after a illness, in BDp these feelings are like a curse because you feel it constantly and you fight with them constantly.

The same is with the feeling of loneliness, it's really strong and for one that don't suffer from BDp are unmotivated, because maybe we can seems to have a normal life, a job, friends etc.. But some of us can not have it because the illness is too strong to make them possibile having a normal life.

Sometimes these feelings leads to suicidal thoughts and it's hard to live with this illness without a psychological and psychiatrical help.

These feelings make you fell wrong and not enough, it's really difficult to live with them.

But we learn how to live with them and it's not simple, not always, sometimes feelings seems to eat you from your inside.

Sometimes are so intense that you are scared of them and people around you don't understand why you feel like those and why your emotions sometimes are so strong that overwhelmed you....

It's not easy stay with us with BDp, need lot of calm and knowledge of the illness.

But we can do it we can fight this emptiness 💖

ALL of us, we can win this illness. ❤️