My confidence has been worked for long years of my life, a process of continuous falls and sadness, I have met ruthless and very intelligent people to trample on your dreams, your self-esteem and strength. It is terrible to think that humanity is very unstable to recognize the true value of an individual, I was not prepared for the face of evil, I was not ready to expose myself to criticism and lies, I was wondering, is it that my destiny is to be of this way? It is a question perhaps incoherent, since no one would endure the mockery and countless disputes of my dreams. I got to the point of understanding my existence, I wasn't prepared for that kind of society because I knew I shouldn't accept it.

There was a step, a step decided to enter into confidence with myself, I created an emotional state of understanding, where I saw myself in the mirror and found adjectives where I qualified. It was a good morning exercise to start off on the right foot, I didn't want to drag the excuses from my past to my future, so I had to love myself as I love my parents.

It is funny but it is true what I will say "Loving someone else was easier than loving me" I could not believe that self-love was going to be a problem in acceptance. I spent the days reading, watching movies and studying, waiting for some "change" and that day did not come, I did not understand how self-love was, would it be a day I would wake up like Beyonce? With an attitude that speaks for itself, I wanted safe behavior, one that was easy to develop. However, believing that you can imitate an artist to improve your confidence, was not as expected, because it was only an image and not an attitude. I looked for a thousand ways to form a method of trust, I no longer wanted to look in the mirror and see a gloomy silhouette that tried to recreate powerful women, I wanted to be a powerful woman on my merits but ... How would I do it?

I remember that I was watching an animated movie of a girl who wanted to be a Rock star, something very common in movies for girls, I was eating popcorn and I saw a very inspiring scene, the protagonist sang "Being ready for life is chaos" and I framework. I finished the doubts, I knew that the problem was not to understand for society, but to face what I wanted with cape and sword. It was a matter of minutes that I got up and looked at myself in the mirror again.

I decided to start over, keep my stance and my goals horizontally, because if I wanted to be someone in life I had to build a barrier to avoid criticism, deaf ears and believe in me. It is true, it was not easy but we have all gone through a stage of emotional work, for no one is a lie that health also depends on your self-esteem, it represents you as you are and how you will be.

It is disgusting to understand society, but how beautiful it is to believe in you when you know what society is like.

Building trust in a person is complicated, it is not a game for anyone since it requires time and dedication, it can be silly for certain people to hear the word "self-love" because they don't believe in cursilerías, but I think love Own is more than something romantic, it is a way of wanting and accepting yourself as you are and that is a blessing that we should all experience.