Dear Diary: My Antifit Report For This Day

I feel like a pancake today, wimp and deflated and I just wished that my strength was before and now just pain and discomfort. I am just keeping my mind off from the things that bothers me physical an I thank god that there is steem community that I could somehow vent my thoughts and emotions.

The SMT that is called https://www.palnet,io is a great community too which aims to give people basically another source of income. if you are interested then join in and just log in as you would in steemit.

If you are here for a while you can claim their airdrop and you can check it out in https://www.steem.engine.com. Just click on the blue icon in the upper left side of your screen after logging in and going to your wallet section.

Anyway these things are keeping me distracted and it is a good way in making my mental health in check and honed so that I won't go get the crazies . LOL I guess that this is not an Antifit report after all.

But today I am just staying put in my bed no matter how hot it is and it is beneficial to me anyway so i can let out toxins from my skin (Another reason for not being an antifit report)

It is a good natural sauna but how I wish i could splah into a tub of ice cold water. Or just a bucket of ice water with using a dipper. I remember one of my mother's younger brother when he was bathing outside I would sneak and pour a pitcherfull of cold water unto his head, that was a funny prank.

Now he has grown and I would get a punch if I would do that again to him LOL. Such memories, again this writng of my thoughts distracts me well enough from my condition that I sometimes forget that I am disabled as ef. I am just thankful that at least I can walk a bit. Glory be to God