And there it was all of a sudden after weeks of preparation. My grand from Switzerland back to Holland, my home country! Physically not the biggest of moves, but in reality emigrating is always a hassle, even though if you make it super small!
It feels kind of weird to be back here again. I got my old job back so things are familiar, but they are not. I live in the same kind of surroundings as before, but also it is different. The people I see are the same, but different. 5 years of being away does a lot of all of us, even though we still are the same people.
I am a nature person even though I enjoy the perks and options a city has to offer a lot. Views and just staring into what hature has to offer us can literally fill my days without needing anything else. Now I dont know if yall ever have visited Holland before (and yeah I mean anything outside of Amsterdam that is) but nature is kind of a different things than living on the foot of the Alps with a snowy scenery as your background. Don't get me wrong, the forest and meadow lands of the flatland here are super nice, but for some reason a different form of impressive. But what does help is to walk around them and sniff up some fresh air! That always makes the feeling of being home a lot easier.
Being back at the job already was nice, being slapped around with information and more trainings before actually starting my business again soon. Luckily it was only just training, because last week was kind tough with the whole process of moving and life in boxes again, having no idea where everything was. That seems settled a lot more now, and that immediately gives more space in the brain for chillmode. Because that wasn't really the deal the last couple of weeks. I felt rushed in everything I was doing, because that was also actually the case.