Ramblings Of A Mum!
To live right now in this moment, to not let myself get swept away with the worry of what may lay ahead. To see what it is I have right in front of me, instead of what it is I actually want. To enjoy every moment I have with my children, every smile, every tear, every learning curve.
Time can move so fast, we can get so caught up in our emotions, in our fears that we forget what it is like to truly just live.
Those small things that can nag at us, the mountain of chores that need to be done. Everywhere I look, I can see lots of things that need to be done. Ideas, that I have had waiting to be brought to life. So many projects waiting to begin. All held within, waiting to be set free.
And yet I do not rush myself.
I push myself to the limits when it comes to being a parent, a home keeper, that is just the way it goes when you are doing it by yourself. Day to day it can be exhausting, my time is no longer my own. The only real time I take for myself, is when I am writing on here. There is no real order to my day it just flows, if I was to try and structure anything I would just be setting myself up for failure.
Ultimately, I need my girls to be fed and happy and that is really the only 2 things I aim for of late.
Well that and being on here. But , I know that life is short. Since my sister pasted, it really has drove home how our time in this life, is so valuable. So maybe in one way I should try and do more. But the way I see it, is that I really need to make each day matter. To take the time to see what is really happening in my life and not force myself to do anything I am not ready for. To go slow and be gentle.
Yes we are back to being gentle.
Each moment I have with my girls is a gift, where I get to learn more about me and them. For sure sometimes I get frustrated and annoyed, that's normal. Having very little time for myself can start to feel overwhelming at times. But beneath all of that, I know that what I have right her,e with my girls is magical. It is the life I want and I need to really take the time to appreciate that right now.
To just be!
Till next time be inspired to create and find more ways in which you can be of service to the earth!
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Sounds like your instincts are spot on here. Your happiness stems from your family as as that unit changes for different reasons your happiness adjusts to who or what's in front of you. My girl is getting older by the day and more independent and I count my lucky stars to have soaked up every moment of her younger years. Your kids are so lucky to have a mother like you and for the natural life you give them. xx
Hey there my friend, it's been too long, thank you for your wise words. Much love to you xxx
Enjoy the moment and life as you never get back time.
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thank you, yeah I am xx
Sounds like a good plan. Your girls are most precious, and time so fleeting. Xx
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I really do not have the energy for much else to be honest, I could push myself but still feeling somewhat fragile at the moment xx
And that is exactly why you're such an awesome mum and human being. Thanks for sharing this with us.
Un grande abrazo
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