Another Therapy session then shopping to start my garden 🌷🌹.

Hi everyone, hope you have all had a good day?

Its Therapy day again, doesn't feel 7 days since i last went. I get myself into a right mess for going then when i go its nothing, my brain does its own thing. I over think things, make them bigger than they are. i got a phone call at half 5 to say they had had a cancellation and would i like to come in earlier, to which i agreed, the quicker i get here the quicker i get through it and hopefully feel better than i was.

My therapist is lovely, we get along which helps me feel comfortable. I have a few problems the biggest problem is Low Self esteem. I need to build that up to help me think more positive. I have a lot going on around my brain, it feels like L A Interchange, thoughts all over the place.

With going earlier it gave me less time to think, it helped my nerves a little. I came away with some homework for next week. There is a few sites i have to check out and a few worksheets to print out. My thoughts have me up one day down the next, i sometimes think my thoughts are odd but when i talk to my therapist she doesn't seem shocked and always has an explanation for how i am thinking.

After a session my mood is low for a little while, shopping helped me have something else to think about so my mood didn't stay low for long. When we got to the shop they had shelves full of new plants, i had to check them out.

The metal shelf unit was filled with new bulbs, lots of Hyacinths in different colours. I was over the moon, i picked one of each colour, hoping tomorrow will be a nice day so i can get them planted. There are a few bulbs in each pot.

I am going to fill a large garden pot for each colour hoping for pots full of colour in the Summer. I have never worked with bulbs, haven' a clue what to do when the weather changes , I am going to do some research about bulbs then add it to my garden journal for future reference. I may even have a little experiment with having a pot for each colour then 1 bulb out of each pot to make a rainbow pot I may have to buy a few more bulbs to get the effect i want.

That's my garden 2020 started, i cant wait to get back in the garden and get my plans started. That's a few pots sorted now for the rest. I need a shopping list to keep me on track plus a few trips to the garden centre to stock up on what i need. I have a few seeds from last year that i can start growing ready for Summer,just wish i had more room to keep them ready to be planted outside. I feel good having bought the bulbs as it give me something to focus on. I have left them in the Kitchen, gave them a watering ready to be planted tomorrow ... Weather Permitting.

Thank you @son-of-satire