Going back home

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There are moments I look at myself and can hardly believe some of the choices I have made. Some of the things that I have dropped to adopt new ones and ideas that made me lose sense of who I was and who I am meant to be. I can't help but ask how I got here? Going back in the past and tracing where it all went wrong could be the best route rediscovering yourself again. It is never too late to go back and correct one's mistakes as long as the opportunity is available but if you chose to continue in your error, then one day it will be too late.

Opportunities don't last forever and I liken them to the number of lives n gaming sense. They will eventually run our if you continue to waste them. Everyday presents opportunities for us to learn from yesterday, correct yesterday's mistakes and become better versions of ourselves. The road to repentance and finding your way back to who you once were is never easy. You will face mockery and people will judge you for what you became but set your eyes on who you want to become. Accept every insult thrown at you and happily work your way back to right path.

For in that path is true happiness, peace, joy and a life worth living. Going back to your roots and rediscovering yourself. It is a lonely, shameful, and difficult path but the only one that can bring you back to the place of self-fulfilment and peace. How we just wish that we did not do some of the things we did,give a listening ear to the sweet and seductive lies brought to us etc. We did and instead of wasting more time regretting our actions, we can as well just put in that time and energy in making things right.

And the good news is, there is one that unlike most people is always ready to receive you back with open arms and a warm smile. Like a prodigal son/daughter, like a long lost treasure, he receives you with gladness and joy. His name is Jesus Christ and he loves you and I just too much. I miss his love and you might not know it but i think you do too. We all need it and it is something we can't do without. That is why I am going back home to where I belong. Back home to the master. I have tasted what I was so eager to taste and I realized that what he offered was way better. I don't want what I thought I wanted anymore.

I am done and all I want to do is go back home.