Will I Win My Life's Battle Or Not Depends On My Friends Here In STEEM Platform, God's Will, And Cryptos

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When I was younger time is such an eternity, maybe because I am still able and is preoccupied in so many things like playing, watching cartoons, and of course schooling. I told myself then that I can't wait to grow up to get no limitations anymore from my parents, and that I can wear jeans, go to paid parties and such.

But now that I am grown old due to my disabilities time for me now flies so fast. I just spend the day in and out being on my bed and combating my disabilities, trying to sleep, and getting stress-out because of my mouth, my body's pains, weakness, stiffness of my joints. Then there is blogging where I am already burned-out but still going because I needed to earn.

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It Never Came To Me That I Will Be Unable To Walk Much Less being Disabled

It is just good that I had gotten the like to blog about my life otherwise I will not be doing it anymore but I am just forced to do it because of my health circumstances and that I could not get any support elsewhere but only here at steem community and I cherish that and grateful because of all that support.

Anyway my life is just boring I can say, the days are much all the same for me, being unable to do other things in my life now is just impossible so if you can just imagine it is painful to realize that but it is here and it is happening in my life. But I have to be much braver than what I am doing right now because I need to otherwise I will just sink and get defeated by the horrors of the realities in my life now.

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I Am Just Facing An Adversary That I AM Not Sure I Can Win Against, It Will Just Take A Miracle

I just hope that I can be able to take myself out from these things that troubles me with the blessings and the will of God and cryptos as my tool and steemians at my back so that I can live the rest of my life in a much better wellness even though I will be a dialysis patient (maybe) for the rest of my life it doesn't matter for as long as my worries and pains will get diminished and to that I will be much thankful if that happens.



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I just can pray to support your struggle n your life.
You have done many big things.
You have inspired many Steemian to keep spurit
Now we send you our deepest love.
Warm regard from Indonesia

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One time, I had friend stationed in Korea who caught a fever close the end of his tour. It wasn't when his tour was up. Otherwise he would have had to stay in Korea for the rest of live. He was 21 and very close to death. We all went into his room in the hospital to say good bye.

I gave him these herbs:

  1. polygum multiflorum Fo ti tieng, the gates of heaven

  2. panax ginseng

  3. hydroxotle asiatic minor, gotu kola.

Instead of dying, he recovered.

I have given you the latin names so you can buy them. As far drugs go, these herbs are very inexpensive. The are all diuretics - You have to drink water and you pee a lot.

Well my friend looked like he was 80 years old.

Instead of death, he healed up. I believe he must still undergo dialysis but not as much and he is still alive after more than 25 years. I hope it works for you and I will say a prayer for you.

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I can't pee anymore, I am not producing urine anymore @jeff-kubitz but I'll consider your recommendations Thank you.

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I don't think my friend could pee too. After taking these herbs, he was able to again. His ankles were 9 inches across, 25 centimeters and they shrunk back to normal size in a month. His turned back solid gray to brown at about 2 months

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