Making A Good Use Of My Time When Unable To Sleep

I had a mistake of drinking some of my unconsumed energy drink after dialysis, now I am both wide awake but at the same time relaxed because of my Gabapentin. Certainly I will not be able to get some shut-eye because of the Caffeine in the energy drink. I have to wait until the effects would wear off from my system.

Next time I will tell mother to not buy me an extra energy drink which comes from a small 150 mL bottle. It only has 64 mg of Caffeine but I took it before and it does make a person get that energy but they will not, like what is happening to me, unable to sleep even though I only drank almost half of it.

I remember many years ago before I had my first dialysis, I am really so weak in anemia but still can walk. I took some of that energy drink and it was like I am a jumpstarted engine, it gave me strength but of course it is just a temporary artificial energy source and not a cure for what was ailing me at that time because what I really needed was a kidney transplant that I never had.

But the energy drink gave me an idea on how to make my heart pump better during the times that I needed it during my hook-up at my dialysis which is why I am now using it for the said purpose. I just have to not use it while not hooked-up because like what is happening today I am unable to sleep.

But it is still good, I will just use my time making blogs here and earn from it hopefully thereby making a good use of my time instead of tossing and turning here on my bed. Blogging at steem is a good way for me to distract myself as well from my problems in life and giving my brain a very good mental therapy because writing is like a steam vent for me and maybe making me sane and not lose "it" because obviously my problems is not only big but difficult to manage in many aspects like financially and physically. May God help me.