I almost gave up writing - FOMO, FUD and feelings
''A Thousand Generations Live In You Now. But This Is Your Fight.” - Luke Skywalker
I almost gave up. I was thinking about it. Lately, I was feeling tired, and stressed, and impatient. I don't know what it was, maybe all these negativity on the news, all this stressed people around me (yeah, I am an empath, lucky me) and all the little changes. It was funny looking back. I was stressed because the portfolio is going too high. I was stressed after that thinking that it is going too low. Our work is now different, strange, less, but more in the same time. Less clients, but more precautions.
Then all the 'not knowing when and how' related to my incoming wedding. I laugh in front of danger. Right? I would love to prepare, but there is no way to do it. And here I am whining. There is no way to approach a photograph that i would like. Or to talk with the register (not to be a bad person, between funerals and wedding, i think they are quite busy with the first issue right now). And everything else. Each one on its own is not much, but all together seems to weight a bit too much, and become close to unbearable.
Maybe it is even a bit of a depression, but unlike others, I was lucky. I got some nice collectives in here, on Publish0x, on Hive, even on Read.cash. I can still exchange ideas, I can read, I can learn. I can laugh looking at my little brother posts.
Unlike the past decades, now money and getting them are slowly becoming irrelevant. We are longing to feel more, to enjoy, ho have hope, to see humanity in us and others. We need more beauty in our life, more love. We need to go into a journey inside, to rediscover ourselves, to know our true inner self.
“Luminous beings are we, not this crude matter.” – Yoda
I must to admit, many of you helped me, even without knowing. Like for example Bryri with this article, to give one example. And many others, so great at supporting us. Publish0x staff itself has a special mention, as they are the spark that ignited my crypto-journey. Everything started in here, March 2020. And boy (or girl) what an year it was. I am still doing my projects, I was still writing, researching, going to work, talking with family. But I am longing for more. Maybe one week on the beach, enjoying the sunshine with a cold drink will do the trick. I do not know. I feel empty inside, I need to find a way to reach into the root of life. To feel full again. Full of life, full of hope, full of love.
So, instead of completely stopping, I decided just to make a plan. I will write a weekly post about crypto in the previous week. I will still do my updates about Hive and Tron, probably in the same Sunday or Monday post. One monthly update about crypto related income. I still not feel like writing about my current projects related to microbiology, biochemistry and physiology. But maybe I will start to do it again later. A Splinterlands related post will do, once a week, most probably about the battle challenge. If I have something to say, the words will come. I go with my gut and I follow my favourite piece of advice.
(As you can see, I was watching Mandalorian, hence the Star Wars theme.)
Yours truly
George
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