Ruin And The Hope For Treasures (Inspired By Imagine/John Lennon)
I was seeking those past years of my life, determined to find many treasures and also hope again.
I lost hope countless times, finding myself in deep shit more than once but I always got myself out of every dark hole I fell in.
"Where there is ruin, there is hope for a treasure" - Rumi
In recent days Rumi's quotes appear more and more in various social media profiles, many of my friends send them to me as well.
Today I got stuck on another incredibly inspiring, powerful quote as well as Bill Johnson's deep reflections and John Lennon's "Imagine".
I got often "ruined" by people, even myself, despair, occasional sadness, hopelessness, pessimism, unpleasant happenings, heartbreaks, too many financial struggles as well as fears and too much anger, I had to conquer daily.
I find myself in countless, emotional ups and annoying downs, followed by mild depression, thinking too much about unfulfilled wishes and dreams. Some of them became true but one of my biggest wishes to write my book is still so far away. Sometimes I wonder why I can’t come up with enough discipline to get it finished. Some blocks stop me. Maybe it’s a form of self sabotage but I have the urge to gift “my” treasure to the world, my loved ones!
Oh Yes! I know that I worry too much that I am not good enough (a typical virgo disease to overthink and my obsessive craving for perfection) and the older I get the more I feel that time is running out. I am held back by so much nonsense I still accept and I am intuitively aware that I am wasting precious energy I could use to focus what's important to reach your goals.
So, however, where are more and more treasures I nevertheless hope finding?
Love is One, I found in myself and it became so much easier to forgive the hurt.
Finally I am not dependent anymore to expect anybody to gift me the most valuable treasure ever.
Two years ago I was ready to find "Selflove" and I did!
You Love Those To Whom You Give And The More You Give, The More You Love?
“When we love, we always strive to become better than we are. When we strive to become better than we are, everything around us becomes better too.” ― Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist
I still have those hopes that my life will get better and better until its over that it all made sense to choose the path I am walking on. Razors edges maybe!
Three years ago :)
How Do YOU keep your BALANCE after One Week on STEEMIT and Not Falling off the RAZOR's EDGE?
I wrote :
"My life was full of danger and opportunities. We should not worry to fall or fail but always keep an eye on the powerful universe. One helping hand at the right time will get you back up when you slip off but if we are in balance, it will help us in all our interactions" - Mammasitta
Nowness is the sense that we are attuned to what is happening. The past is fiction and the future is a dream, and we are just living on the edge of a razor blade. It is extraordinarily sharp, extraordinarily tentative and quivering. We try to establish ground, but the ground is not solid enough because it is too sharp. We are quivering between that and this. (Orderly Chaos, Chapter 2, The Razor’s Edge )
You may say I'm a dreamer!
Imagine - John Lennon
I consider myself as "intense" but remind myself often that there is nothing wrong to be called crazy.
Its not the first time I mention the famous prophet in my articles.
Reflections In A Charming Mountain Village in Cyprus. "You Seek What Is Seeking You!?" Rumi
Did you ever give it a thought what is seeking you and why?
If you find somebody real enough to stay true, do not forget to keep them close. There are many hidden treasures.
Find them!
Do not be afraid of your despair and be very gentle with yourself. Become more resilient, awake and especially free.
Yours Mammasitta
www.mammasitta.net
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Hallo ich bin Mikrobi,
dein Beitrag hat mir sehr gut gefallen und du bekommst von mir Upvote.
Ich bin ein Testbot, wenn ich alles richtig gemacht habe, findest du deinen Beitrag in meinem Report wieder.
LG
Mikrobi
Dankeschön!!!
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Hi @mammasitta , I like it, very inspiring.
BTW, Your site is not working.
I am happy I could inspire you 😊☀️🌹 so many things are not working 😜 I think that I just fixed it
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Awesome. You are CoOL!
You are super cool hahaha
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My queen... you are not alone in this fight against determined negative forces. We live by grace and hope to heal enough to let our demons free without the fear of the unknown. We walk in spirit and light. May we find freedom again ♡
You make me blush calling me a queen 🙈 but after dancing tonight I will write a proper reply to your wise words my little awesome sister with so much soul 💜💜💜
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You are a queen! Let no one dilute that truth for you... I am glad that your bones still allow the sweet movements of danceable music to rock them ♡
I am always attracted to strong minded women! Queens! The ones who are true to themselves with their authentic way of living life, who can gift their love, compassion, passions and experience of such life. I guess that makes me a “queen” for young powerful women like you. I humbly Thank YOU!!!! So much 💜 and happiness for you and your children Let’s keep on dancing!
Till we are done with this phase Ma, we shall keep dancing :)
Isn't beautiful how souls collide? Like mine and yours? Much much love 🌻💞
I read a lot about soul connections at the moment. Twinflames and soulmate topic mesmerizing me so much since I think that I met my twin flame. I should write about
https://steemit.com/appics/@mammasitta/alpha-kw-8-appics-im-35399
Your soul is for sure connected with mine 🙌🦋
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Do write about it... feed our souls. Let's stay connected ✨🌺
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Twinflames : 2 bodies but one soul ....I am looking and searching 😂😉
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@onceuponatime I am honored to see your resteem 💙
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Thank you so much for participating in the Partiko Delegation Plan Round 1! We really appreciate your support! As part of the delegation benefits, we just gave you a 3.00% upvote! Together, let’s change the world!
Schätze sind da zu finden, wo keiner es für möglich hält.....
Genau! Ich sehe sogar die Blume in der Mitte of the Shit ( Schlamm) 😜😉
More power to you ;)
More freedom and more treasures for all of us
What a great post! You are so awesome! xx
Oh Sally! It feels so good if I can touch just a few with my thoughts. Thank you so much for your generosity of compliments. I suck it all in 🤩hahhaa 😚😘🥰
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You certainly touch us with your thoughts thank you for you being you 😘🤗
🙌👻😁😚
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Hello @mammasitta, thank you for sharing this creative work! We just stopped by to say that you've been upvoted by the @creativecrypto magazine. The Creative Crypto is all about art on the blockchain and learning from creatives like you. Looking forward to crossing paths again soon. Steem on!
That’s so wonderful and kind of you! Oh yes! Let’s keep on steeming!!!! 🌺
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@greencross more #manifestation and less poo 💩 😁
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I have to poo every morning though 😂
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Meeeeee tooooooo 😁😜 and it stinks hahhaa