The Butterflies in my Mind

Hola! My @gertu amiga and @team-ccc!

Too much busy and I can't almost post and interact with each other. I thought I could have vacant time and space after the wedding but the more I have so many things to do. But I'm here for you all.

Butterfly had the best memory for me when my husband died last 2004. I was already then here in Saudi Arabia for 6 years. It was Dec 26, 2004, when a tiny brown butterfly came on my way. I wanted it to go away in my way so he could not be hurt when I'm cleaning the stairway. But he refused to go for 2 hours. He followed me wherever I went around the house.

At midnight here, my sister texted me that my husband was died without reaching the hospital. The doctor announced dead on arrival. He died on the car in the arms of our only child. He wrapped his arms to my son until it slowly, slowly released itself. My son thought it was just the sleeping moment of his dad but sad to realized it was the last moment hugging each other.

It's hard losing him most especially at the moment I was not around. But the reality had happened and I have no power to refused the will of God. I accepted the truth.

I went home and so sorry coming home with his dead body. The memory is still in my heart and couldn't forget everything.

After all, I realized it was his spirit who came across from the Philippines traveling to Saidi Arabia just to see me before he totally has gone.

It was a Christmas party when he sang BOHEMIAN RHAPSODY and nobody thought it was his last song during his birthday and Christmas day celebration. He died on the following day.

It's hard to relate as nd maybe I would cry. So sorry but I have nothing to do, we were living in separate lives before he was gone.

The Butterfly did a great memory for me.

I draw it for you @gertu and @team-ccc.

My iron pad has a butterfly.

The Wall of my room has a butterfly in memory ofy late husband.

This is my entry for @gertu and @wakeupkitty contest in @team-ccc 2.27.

The thing to look forward is to see some butterflies everyday. To remember that memory and everything.

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