Ah very good use of the ranting community, as difficult and sad as it is to read! I'm glad that you have a space to post this type of stuff, as I know I've searched for the same but didn't find much luck. I appreciate you dropping the post in here, regardless of how bleak it is. Space to vent is very important.
The stresses of the things happening around the world because the manipulation of some very sadistic people is cracking many people. It's a shame and I'm sorry to hear that you had multiple run-ins with really brutal people today. I hope your weekend improves and you can find some reason, however small it is, to have a better outlook on your day or weekend. We all have these days, sometimes it's hard to find the light at the end of the tunnel but it is there I can tell you that!
One thing to be thankful for, however challenging it is, is that you aren't the poor man or the family member of the man who was needlessly shot. We never know how things happen or how we will react so unfortunately his instinct was to run and those scumbags shot him. Hopefully he pulls through it!