Something going on my mind and I have a strong feeling! When did you say hello to your Mom?

I haven't seen my mom for months now! It is not usual though.

I do not know; am I the only one who is thinking about their Mom or Dad like this way. Nowadays I do not know I'm fearing to see one of them leave us forever.

না ফেরার দেশে।।

This is not new to me (this kind of thinking) but this time my feeling is strong, even somehow I grow the fear of death inside of my mind for me as well!

My Mom was sick for about six/seven months and I could visit only once during that time due to COVID-19. She is suffering from arthritis long time now but was completely in bed for about 6 months. She recovers but still not got back her full strength or she will not get it back again. May God give us strength!

আব্বু-আম্মু ছাড়া আমি এই দুনিয়া কল্পনা করতে পারিনা। কান্নায় ভেঙে পড়ে আল্লাহর কাছে শুধু বলি "রাব্বির হামহুমা কামা রাব্বা ঈয়ানি সাগিরা"

Maybe this pandemic draws my attention, as nowadays I think about Death more often! Death is the sure thing but we forget it and think the time hereafter. My world includes my parents, siblings, and my family; there are not many people belonging in my world and I have seen many death already. Maybe I need to set my mind to watch a few more soon; God knows, but the fear already got me well.

I want to recall a few things about my Mom. I do recall when I was a kid about 10 years old; one day I've asked her for coconut but nobody was there to collect them from the high tree and my Dad was far away. My Mom herself climbed the coconut tree and got me the sweetest green coconut. It is difficult for me to believe and watch her was not capable to walk for a while. She used to take me to the Bazar (Fish Market) once a month while we used to buy Hilsha Fish while my Dad sent money for us, she used to carry the full bag of groceries and fishes to home!

the strong women become emotional!

I want to see that strong woman again walk with the strength and do her activities at our home. I love my Mom & Dad; more than they know! Though I have a feeling to lose someone still, I want to have them around more than I deserve. I know God fulfills our wishes.
Long live all the parents.

Even today I couldn't able to express my feeling, actually the more I write about them the less could be explained! The affection our parents got for us we might not have the same love to them, let's work on it from now and onward.

Thank you for your time, my love to your parents as well.

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