Late night work of mine.

Damn! Its 3.00am and i am still on this addicted device. Wasting my sleeping hours on this phone. Few days earlier i was going to sleep a little bit early then and now finding myself again on that late night phone addiction.

Am i doing anything productive? For the past 20 minute i was thinking what i am doing, was that really worthy of staying awake so late at night or not. I found my answer in the negative. It isn’t worth of staying awake so late at night. I am just hampering myself nothing else.

Actually the habit for sleeping late is from my past. When everything was on move used to go for my college, coaching,privet tuitions in the day time. These used to take my whole day and evening. For me the free time used to get after 11 pm. That includes dinner too. After that time i could say that its my time i can do whatever i feel like but there were loads of study so i can't do anything without study.Hahaha lol. So those days my late night awakes were really worthy. As i couldn’t manage daytime so i used use that period of time for a valid reason. And i was satisfied too.

Now everything is off. I don't have so much load. The pretty ones are solved easily. No busy schedule at this late night. Still i am feeling like hangover to this late night habit.

Well wanna hear something related to this? Yesterday at 8.00 pm i asked my mom for a cup of tea. She instantly refused me.The reason is i sleep late at night due to this excessive drinking of tea. So from now i wont get any tea in night. Damn! I was hurt. But couldn’t do anything. Usually for tea sometimes i used to go outside and drink tea. The railway station is nearby so that's a great place for enjoying tea.In the above picture you may see it.Thos little groups on the tracks are people gossiping and having tea with their friends. Yesterday was very cold outside that i could feel staying under my blanket so i didn’t go outside for a cup of tea.

Yesterday gone is gone. Today i drank 3 cup of tea by the whole day. One at the morning and two in the evening. So is this the reason behind my sleepless night? To me it isn’t. Because many time i drank more still i could go to sleep even more early. But these days i am observing that i think too much about the coming days. Winter is here and the covid situation may get worse. If it gets worse then that would be much harmful for me. Many things are on standstill of my life due to this situation. The more days its going the pore impacts its keeping. That's not fair.Allah knows how long this situation would continue and how long i would be in this kind of thoughts.

As i am writing this was this necessary? Maybe yes or not. Rather then just passing thoughts on my mind i thought it would be helpful if i start to write something. My mom says, "Do some work to keep yourself busy then everything will come in order automatically." So i am also taking this writing as my late night work to keep my brain busy and truly i am feeling tired of typing. Because this scrolling fingers is now typing continuously all on a sudden and now demanding some rest. Hope this rest would take me to sleep. Hehehe, Thank you guys for reading my late night writings. Good night from this end and have a great day! See you soon.