STAY STRONG (Poetry)

I have this disorder
Which I have suffered for so long
And I don't know exactly how,
But I have to find a way of staying strong,
I wish I could get over this really quickly
Since it makes me go nuts
And when people pick it up it hurts
It just causes a lot of pain
I just wish I 'd remain strong
It really does annoy me
And I don't know the wrong way
I tell myself I shouldn't cry
Yet essaying is so hard
It has to be a way for me to remain strong

Gone are the days
I am getting worse and worse
So many things went wrong here
And it's just that hard to remain strong
I just have to say
So like tears streaming down my cheeks
I realized I haven't got the power
Trying to stay strong