Meditative reflections: a consciousness assaulted by micro tasks

My life ATM seems to be dominated by microtasks, which I broadly define as tiny little distinct tasks which take a few minutes each to do, as opposed to longer tasks which I can lose myself in.

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I've accepted that my main job basically consists of my doing 100s of micro tasks every day....

This is mainly because the nature of writing a blog involves digging for information, much of which is online, which involves several dead-ends and working across multiple windows, and each blog post requires a considerable amount of 'micro-task attention' - images, tags, categories, linking being the main ones, and once written, a blog post requires updating at least every couple of years. Add to this the people I need to interact with, and that's a lot of tasks that take less than a minute each to do.

And dicking about on Hive is certainly worse.

I've worked to combat this over the past couple of years by having a three day weekend in which I do more physical tasks - which tend to be longer form. When I was painting the house a few months back, now there's an activity which definitely isn't 'micro' - much more floweey, however you spell that!

However, with all the moving-out chores I need to do ATM it seems that even my three day weekend (Friday to Sunday) has turned into days of micro tasking... Ebaying and contacting various companies and services are the worst - selling things on Ebay I find quite unpleasant - photo of the item, upload it, add in the details, then all the hassle of posting, or organizing a collection time, and prepping to move abroad has a shed load of chores I need to work through a month in advance - had I not cancelled by BT account three days ago, I would have paid surplus to what I need, so I need to think ahead!

Oh what to do...?


There's not a lot I can do about the nature of what must be done, so I've done two things to soften this assault of the micro-tasks, and to 'heal' the fragmentation of my consciousness.

Firstly, I've structured my weekend day so I have three periods of time totally offline - 1, 2 and 3 hours, in any order, which has kind of worked - that way at least I get three good chunks of no-windows, which is the worst for fragmenting one's consciousness.

Secondly, I've tried to get all of my micro tasks out the way asap in the day, so they're done and dusted, otherwise I find that they 'hang over me'.

Thirdly, I keep reminding myself this transitional period will be quite short term, and soon I can get back to a longer-form life.

I wonder if I'll ever get around to embracing the micro-task. I'm certainly not there yet in terms of my spiritual development - I'm very much in the phase of accepting when I have to do them, limiting the amount of them I have to do, and spending as much time as I can offline and long-forming.

Maybe 10 years of long-form tasks are what I need, then I'll have enough of a sense of calm to go back into the world and embrace the micro-tasks - who knows, I might even enjoy working in a call center by that point - now that's a real sign of enlightenment!

He who masters the head stand also masters time

But he who enjoys working in the call center, he is Buddha.

Another decade or two on the cushion and I'll be there!



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Really interesting to read this and how you are coping.

I wouldn't mind the call centre if that was all I was called on to do - I can go into a state of zen when I'm doing those kinds of tasks and I've long learned how to deal with the general public with detachment. There's also game-ification (?) to be learned in call centres as in any other job, which I enjoy. It's when I also have to do the multiple other multi-tasks required for living that I reach implosion!

I agree with you about all the online tasks, they drive me insane and I find them so tiring. I never ventured into e-bay - the whole lot went to freegle or charity shops, preferably the latter and preferably in bulk. I know there's money to be made but honestly it seemed like too high a price!

Good luck with the packing up and transitioning!

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I just don't believe you that you could enjoy working in a call centre, or perhaps things have changed. I remember a brief stint when I was a teenager. There was at least one amusing moment when my friend resigned himself to this...

"Hello, would you like to buy some windows"....

(Whatever response from the callee)

"OH, OK, I didn't think so, bye then".

He'd already resigned himself to leaving so he thought he may as well just get fired.

As to Ebay - If I can make £10 an hour selling stuff I'm not going to use in the future, seems silly not to!

It's odious but it's different.

I haven't got too much stuff left to sort out.

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I just don't believe you that you could enjoy working in a call centre.

It's completely horrible. I have a close friend who has worked in call centres for too many years and she is a permanently angry person, regardless of employer. Right now she is paying off debts and we have many conversations counting down to the day when she can walk out (we reckon about another ten months).

But for me, that's true of pretty much any job. The major factor in where I work now is that I am left alone. If I worked for the Deputy rather than the Chief I would have been long gone.

What I was trying to say was that I do find some tasks quite soothing, in the right circumstances. I used to love a day filing, as long as I didn't have to do anything else that broke the rhythm (digital filing, on the other hand ... meh).

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But he who enjoys working in the call center, he is Buddha.

LOL

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I've long thought this - people who claim to have spiritual Zen need to go do something a bit shit for a while, then see how Zen they are!

That's the test!

Anyone can be chill in a nice environment.

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100% agreed.

Call center work is shit but I bet this is even shittier:

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I would watch, but i just get ads I can't FFd so I gave up!

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By the way, switch over to Brave already. All ads blocked automatically as well as all trackers. A faster and more secure browsing experience. Integrated crypto wallet. Tor-support.

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Ah yes I do usually on my desktop - I had an electrician in earlier so I was on my laptop hotspotting my mobile - guess it must have taken me off Brave!

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Well, THAT is a true test of spirituality if I've ever seen one!
Unfortunately mosquito meditation level is the one I'm still failing at miserably. xD


Hugs&Coffee,
~Josie~

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If you are selling things on eBay the easiest way to ship them is parcel2go.com - you can ship with Hermes and have them collect, or cheaper drop the parcel at a local drop shop. Best yet is inpost if you have lockers near you - walk up to the locker, scan the parcel and a locker door opens - lob the parcel in and close the door - done. I put between 20 and 40 parcels a day in lockers now - super easy and I am now a master at the scan, lob and slam manoeuvre .

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I'll keep that in mind cheers. I do just tend to use royal mail.

TBH what I find more hassle is printing off the address, sticking it on the package, and actually packing the product.

I quite like getting out of the house to post stuff.

I'm almost done now thankfully, not too much stuff left.

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awesome story! I can totally relate but backwards I need to spend some down time as I am active at work and rest, not rest.

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