the Sins we told ourselves

what it is that you have DONE in your life that you are still convinced you have to pay for it TODAY?

watch your magic words when something displeasing happens in your life.
watch the self talk.
what are you affirming?
“oh that again!”, “it’s always happening to me”, “I am always in these situations”, “I’m never gonna find (insert here what you are desperately trying to grasp in your life)
Especially the words ‘always’ and ‘never’ are to be handled with extreme caution.
I would dare to say that those two words are like forbidden ingredients to your mind.
It spoils it all. It infects your entire wiring. It breaks into the small corners of self-consciousness only to grow into a tumor of self-inflicted punishment.

Because that’s what it is. It is never God punishing us.
It is never God punishing us.
It is never God punishing us.
It is ourselves.

WHETHER WE BELIEVE WE DESERVE SOMETHING OR NOT, WE ARE ALWAYS RIGHT.
Yes, read that again. and again. and again.

That is my truth.
If you BELIEVE something you have done is a “sin” and you will pay for it, you will pay for it!
Because that’s what you are convinced by.
Because that is your program.
Because that is your truth about yourself.

God does not need to convict us. In fact God does not gain anything from it.
God does not need to punish us, because we are so good at it already!

Think about it. Who is the worst critic of yourself? You, truly.
You don’t need God to make it worse, in fact, you are already at the epitome of critic, blame and punishment towards yourself.
Honestly, even God can’t give you a worse life sentence than you already are!

The only one who will make you suffer for your actions is you.
The only one who will blame you for the past is you,
The only one who will convince you that you don’t deserve something is you.
The only one who will convict yourself to a life of mediocrity, suffering and misery, is YOU.

The good news here is that it also works the other way around!
If you believe you can do something incredible, you are exceptional and are meant for a breathtaking & blissful life, you will RECEIVE it.

ONLY if YOU believe you are meant for a life full of joy, magic and abundance,
Life
will
serve!

Because life just WON’T serve you something you DON’T believe in!

That sink in?

The only thing holding yourself back from your Desires, is Y O U.
The only one who gives you PERMISSION to fulfill your desires is you.
The only one who decides if you are WORTHY OR NOT is you.

Because, my Loves,
God is in you.
God is you.
You are the God in your life.
It’s all up to you.
You decide it all.

-Kalisya Phae from the House of Catharsiopa