The lost chemistry.
THE LOST CHEMISTRY ..PART 1
As the day came to an end after the sun has set,it set in the disturbed soul beneath my feet.There was no light in sight but just above my head there was a sky full of stars more than I had ever seen.🤔
Maybe the stars in my tears😭 added to the number of the stars in the sky, yet I couldn't look away. Those words engraved on the bed of my heart ,my lips formed the words and I fell to the earth as tears run down my cheeks like fountain as my ears heard that sound...the sound from a broken object..it was my heart😭😭😭
i knew the chemistry was gone long ago but I have myself the hope that all will still fall in place just as it was in the beginning .But this never get to materialise but kept getting worst with every passing day.
i wished we were more than what we used to be in the past when the chemistry was still interesting.i wished we could just be more of the romantic lovers I do read or see in movies but he never thought the way I did .
i wanted to spill all out,I want to express myself but the fear of losing him stood tall even when I knew I was gradually losing him each day. My mouth was stitched to talk but I don't know why; maybe we weren't meant for each other.
my dreams seemed to be flying in front of my eyes. I still wondered how I managed to control my tears anytime he shouts at me on the phone for disturbing him.
He always had one thing or the other doing which got him so busy to his own explanation for not calling or even picking my call anytime I do call. Sometimes I wonder if there was a additional work he had if not what he was doing when we met and yet the chemistry was spontaneous..
Wait for part 2..