I haven't caught an ounce of a break in ages. When i got closest to breakthrough, things started to happen; battles. My mum died when i was set to bring her whispers of good news and without any break, i started to take care of my dad who is ill. I was ill too. My health continued to deteriorate even faster but i have kept pushing. Each day is untoldly tough. Without much strength, i have crumbled but i am not alone now, so i will keep pushing. Regardless, i have not pushed enough. I have fallen short as a son. Days ago, my dad stopped talking or responding. I thought it was another episode of depression where he goes into isolation but it was not. It was a stroke.
He is in the hospital now. It took 4 hospitals to accept him and after finally being admitted, i am not able to see him or access his condition because of the hospitals COVID policy. Until his COVID results are out, will he be put in a ward, where visitors are allowed in.
Imagine all my dad illnesses plus a stroke. Imagine a son watching these things almost helplessly per day, a first son, an only son. "Daily" is something else; un-explainable.
I can only just deteriorate till breakthrough happens because i will not stop pushing and that is me. Alone, un-understood, without strength, without a dime, i will keep pushing.
I want to ask your help in this post. You can donate to help me in these times. You can help me and my dad in these times. I won't forget!
I won't put pictures out on this one, that i may keep some of my respect. In due time, my stories will be fully told.
If you would like to help me currently, especially donate to help me cater to bill at the hospital, which will in turn help me to rise again, kindly do so. You can send me some HIVE/HBD.
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I will look to help you in turn. When i am stable and my project, especially 'cryptoulogs' go live in the near-term, i will like to donate to you some tokens in turn. Besides, when Macrohard goes into full-blown motion and i am able to gather 'brother-programmers' in it, we can work on helping you build your projects, even for free.
Your Boy Terry