I guess my Ancestors are not Happy with me.. LOL

Puzzles are solving step by step, they are taking time but solving. I find similarities between my life and a Rubik cube, both seem unsolvable but in the end, solved. I still remember I used to try a lot to solve a Rubik cube but never succeeded, why? I guess I never tried hard thinking it's unsolvable and just quit. I was thinking about my past few days of activities and was trying to relate. I was alone in this entire journey because somehow I disappointed my dad. Not his fault.

I was also thinking that my ancestors are not happy with me, yes it's a joke, we use it often in a sarcastic way but I felt somehow it has a meaning and related to us. At least with me as I am carefree and stubborn as well. I did whatever my mind and brain said to me and always ended up being into trouble. But I feel at least I am not capable to solve any issue or mature enough to deal with the problems.

I take the stress and do panic a lot, they became part of my life somehow which I can't avoid. Nowadays my dad says, why you? why not others? Why you are always in problems? Again comparison and his frustration, well I can understand, somehow it is my responsibility so there is no one to blame. I trusted a fraud people so my problem. But yes, one thing is still on my mind, why me? Maybe my ancestors are angry one me, that's why maybe I am suffering.

Now here is the deal or facts, I am only seeing my issue, highlighting my problems. Perhaps it's human nature, when we are in problem, we highlight our problem rather than seeing other's suffering. I am not the first one who is a victim and faced this fraud issue, there are many. Some left the country because of scammers, some became beggars losing all the money so I am not the first or last person at all.

One thing I have realized today and that is I have got my lessons. Not only the entire situation left a valuable lesson for me but also I have learned so many things because of this fraud case.

Every phase of my life making me mature, giving me a lesson and leaving a warning for me. Have I done any mistakes? Yes, my mistake was trusting a fraud and didn't check timely that's why all the mess and hassle I am having currently. The system is not corrupted, we the people are corrupted...

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