I am Moody || Thoughts of the day

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Today is a gloomy day and I am feeling grumpy as well, don't know why but just feeling angry, aggressive, and completely a swinging mood. I woke up late and from then I am feeling too bad, slightly aggressive as well. If I get the chance to color this mood, I would use blue, grey, and black because my mood is bad, was bad.

Anyway, today is cold too. Obviously, it's the middle of October so freezing cold is coming. My mood seasonally changes honestly speaking, sometimes I become moody too like so much moody with anger.

Outside a couple is fighting, I mean they are using slangs and shouting loudly which is pretty annoying. Anyway, I should continue writing...


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At 2 pm I went out with Gigi and it was freezing cold, I felt like my ears were becoming paralyzed, red, and became painful. My hands felt frozen like ice and I felt like suddenly I am in Iceland. On the other hand, Gigi was enjoying this cold wind and she was running with her energy...

I fall behind, brain and mind were full of anger and I felt like someone is banging on my head with a hammer. Actually, for a very long time I am working on this issue, I know it's my problem and I am controlling it little by little. Meanwhile, I don't talk to anyone neither do anything. I just stay calm and try to cool down.


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I wish I could be like this blooming fresh rose, selfless, kind, and proudly spreading the beauty without any hesitation. But my human nature is weird, so weird or maybe I am that type of girl who just changes her mood like European weather.

I couldn't enjoy my Sunday because of my mood, on the other hand, Gigi is doing her own job, sleeping, eating, and playing. She destroyed my floor matt already so I know what she is up to today...

Still, the whole night is pending...I need some rest...




Love

Priyan



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I'm very sorry dear friend @priyanarc that you feel that way, luckily you already know yourself and you know how to handle the situation. Rest and close your eyes, leave your mind blank, that is usually very helpful

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Yes, I am thinking to take a break, sleep and all to be myself...

Thanks, my friend...

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That might be a good idea, at least for a whole morning, accompanied by a good cup of hot chocolate, and gigi compan

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