Everyone has different opinion about things that make him sad but generally things what make sad are the same. When someone lost one he loves due to the death or parting away, he must be sad. Here I would like not talk about something in common what make all people sad. I have a slight different to things that make me sad.

I am sad when I am left by one that I love because of my fault

It can be based on my life story. Story about a girl that I loved so much. I met her when I went to academy. I met her and talked to her. I talked to her as if we have known for long time so we forgot that I have arrived in a place where I should get down from the bus. Yeah, I met her in bus. We got on the bus together from a place where I usually went to Jogjakarta. She got on the bus first, then I followed her. I did not know each other. I looked for seat but all occupied, there was only one left beside her. Then I sat next to her. I talked to greet her. She greeted me back. I talked a lot of things. In fact, she knew my friends. She studied in different high school from me but we were from the same region.

I studied English, she studied midwifery. When I got down the bus, I asked her phone number. The next day, I called her, and wanted to meet her. She was very happy answering my phone. Then we went along and enjoy Saturday night. After two weeks, I liked to talked to her on the phone then, we met again. Then, I encourage myself to tell that I love her. She then said she did too. That was beautiful night.

We loved each other. Suddenly, a bad thing came to my relationship. Ex of her boy friend called her. She met him without my knowing. I was very angry after I knew her meeting her boyfriend. This was my first love. I was too possessive. Then, became bad tempered, lost the trust to her. Our relationship lasted for more than a year. When, we graduated , we were parted. She asked me to marry her but I refused.

She kept calling me but I still ignored her. She might have lost her patient. A man came to her. He was not her ex boy friend. He was a new one. In the uncertainty of her waiting for my answer, the man looked more care then me. Then, she felt in love with the man.

From the far distance, I felt lonely. Then I called her. Her voice was slow. She looked that she did not miss my voice. We had short talk. I was curious then I asked her why. She kept quiet. In a moment, I went by train to Yogyakarta from Jakarta. I wanted to meet her.

Then I met her in Yogyakarta. I talked to her, she still hid something. We went together and spent the time together. I felt something different from her until I went back by train to Jakarta.

Few days later, she called me. She said in cry and slow voice that she committed to get married with the man that she loved. I was shock. I asked her to cancel but everything was late. The day and the date had been decided among my girl friend parents.

That time I was very sad. I made mistake and made big fault why I did not answer "yes" when she asked me to marry her. Then I could say nothing. Shy cried on the phone so I could not resist my tears dropped.

Then on the day, she called me that she had been a wife of a man. I could say nothing. I should let her go. I should go on my life. My regret did not change anything. She had been with other man.

Now, I have a family. I married a beautiful woman that gives me three kids. I do not want to be sad at the second time. I keep my commitment tight so I can raise my kids. I will forget my past.

That is what make me sad. Someone left me because of my fault. Thanks for reading hope you enjoy and don't forget to be my friend @lebah I will be your friend.