Between the year 2017 and 2018, it happened to me what many do not want but it happens: I got sick. I had the misfortune of suffering from "Golondrinas" or "Abscesses in the Skin" specifically in the calves, I got three but they hurt as if they were a thousand, I had a treatment for several months with general medicine and despite this, I repeated these ailments in the buttocks and penis. I received antibiotics every six hours, I lost so much weight that I recovered clothes that I did not use due to size issues.They were months of great anguish, because I was sick in December and it was unbelievable not to be able to enjoy the Christmas holidays. My relatives thought I was a bore and that the abscesses were a lie. I don't know what could be worse: being sick or not being able to celebrate with the excesses of alcohol and food because I wasn't even hungry during the Christmas holidays In the months of January to April, the recovery was very depressing; to the point that I could not continue exercising or continue with one of my passions: Public speaking.

On a personal level, I had a love breakup and the fact of being sick and depressed, made me have depression pictures that translated into crying, fear and loneliness, the only thing I did to overcome it and leave with greater strength, was to embrace the habit of reading and writing, I was going into the ataraxia of what I lived emotionally and I could do much retrospection of life, thanks to don internet I could read scientific literature and get out of the toxic anchor that I lived.After that, I had an allergic skin reaction as a result of a preventive treatment for a seizure after taking carbamazepine, and again in treatment, now with ALLERGIC DERMATITIS. And I had more colors than a chameleon, this resulted in being locked up for more months, without going out, unable to write, in the middle of reading and writing, a kind of personal pandemic. From all this I learned that even if you have the riches of the world; being sick shows you that we lose our heads over such trivial matters that are not worth it; in this kind of situation you know who is with you in the bad times. It is not worth wasting or wasting energy on someone who does not deserve it, whoever that person may be.Not everyone can be your friend, not everyone can be your acquaintance. There are beings that only know how to harm by nature and as they say "No matter how much a bee explains to a fly that living in flowers is the best, the fly will always live in poop because it is its nature and nothing and no one will make it change"This is the good thing about this challenge, which allows us to show what is behind those who publish on hive: real people, who feel and are not robots. I never thought of telling these things through this medium, because of the personal nature of the matter; but it awakens the bug to want to write it with the #bloggingchallenge, needless to say that we all have that difficult moment in our lives, and let that serve to make us grow and fully believe in God above all things. See you next time...