My Little Way Of Getting Back At People

I don't hate who broke me; I rather heap coals of fire on their heads. I know it's really not normal though to love who hurt me but I still do. Some of my friends say I'm deranged and lol they say I'm not thinking straight just like my president and that's because we all think our president ain't thinking straight because of the empty promises and arrant nonsense he has been saying lately.

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Here is my little secret.

When I'm broken and disappointed,it hurts, I won't say it doesn't but I try to act all mature and move on without regrets acting all cool like nothing happened. Someone once hurt me so badly, he said all manner of things to me, I won't say I don't fight back at that point because I do at least so you don't feel I'm too weak.

There could possibly be an exchange of words but all I need would be a few minutes to myself and all would be over. Back then in high school something happened. I recall one of my friends who did something that could have gotten the both of us in detention at school but I just didn't react to her ill mannered state.

This is what she did;

Because she was pissed, she ripped my notes off and these notes were important. It hurt but I didn't fight back, I just stared at the sheets on the floor and walked away really broken. When I got home I thought of the best way to get back at her and I figured something out quickly. The next day I got to class. I bought cookies just because I wanted to pack coals of fire on her, meaning "She should feel the pain of what she did instead of me."

I went straight to where she sat, hugged her and smiled so sweetly. Everyone was shocked because they all witnessed the scene that happened the previous day. I brought out the cookies and shared them amongst all that were seated there. She was just dumbstruck staring at me like never before with different thoughts running through her mind and her heart racing rapidly. I had to take a bite of the cookie too so nobody feels I poisoned it. I watched her closely. She wasn't herself all through the day and that's what I needed.

The next day at school she walked up to my desk and saw me recopying the notes she had ripped. She was full of regrets. She asked me why I was being nice to her even after what she did and I told her nothing but " I'm just not good at beefing".

The holy Bible says in proverbs 25:21&22

If your enemy is hungry, give him food to eat, if he is thirsty, give him water to drink. In doing this,you will heap coals of fire on his head.

Damn! I really practice this nowadays and guess what? It works like wildfire. I did it to my ex who thought he had won the battle when he told me it was over but didn't see what was coming but only felt the impact when something hit him hard. It's my own little way of fighting back since I don't have the physical fighting power so don't blame me. Some people may feel it won't work for them but hey! Give it a rethink it does work on all including myself.

Do you know it's the worst feeling to get hunted by your own conscience?? Yeah!! I've been there once you know so I can relate.

When you get hunted by your conscience, you think about nothing else but that particular issue at hand and until that issue is fixed, such a person can't get peace of mind and a person without peace of mind can't stay healthy.

It's just my own way of getting back at people who thought they were smart but then the contrary of what was expected happens lol.

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