Let’s get started - find time for yourself

Guess what? I got a job...Yes! It's time to go to work. I had so much time now, just for me. You can't go outside, you need to stay at home. This is are the rules we need to follow in those times. I understand. But not seeing my family and my friends for about 7 months now, is just crazy. Maybe this was for me some point in life where you need to be alone just to find how to deal with my emotions, my illness...
I was overwhelmed with my emotions, my thoughts were going crazy, and my body started to feel that. My Crohn's disease was active again. Every time my emotions starting to surface, my body is going to collapse. It happened so many times, so I knew exactly what will happen if I don't react. And amazingly I decided not to worry, just go with it. AND I did. First thing first. I renovated my apartment, changed my look a little bit, found out new diet, and most important, I confronted with my feelings.

Some time ago I watched How I met your mother ( I thing everybody knows this show) and then one scene come up where Barney said a sentence that hit me right in the heart: "When I'm sad, I stop being sad and be awesome instead" 👌

No matter what your life is like, there is always a solution to be found, you just have to look for it. You may not see the finish line yet, but you know it’s somewhere out there. Our life is a run and you have to be ready for every match. Don’t run to the finish line, enjoy your way there. Deal with the problems and try to solve them, don’t push them aside because they’re always here, just somewhere in the back of your head. The subconscious will try to solve them but in a non-existent way. Shout, cry, laugh, open up, let the emotions come to the surface. You can solve everything, only the will must be present.

I'm so happy to start working again. New opportunities, new people, fresh start. Let's go!

Oh and what did I do? I was going crazy listening my husband talking about Splinterlands and playing and trading cards and so on and on. I took my account, borrowed new cards, sold my old ones, I started to learn how to trade and be best at this game. Of course I'm not there yet, but I'm determined to rock this game! 😂

Guys, thanks for reading! 🤗

The truth is, unless you let go, unless you forgive yourself, unless you forgive the situation, unless you realize that the situation is over, you cannot move forward - Steve Maraboli

With love, @tinabrezpike ❤