Nothing Much To Do Today But To Write My Life Away

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I am happy that I had an adequate sleep already, for my case an adequate sleep is when I just slept four hours and I am already thankful about it. So many years that I did suffered insomnia, there was a time before I was a dialysis patient that my mother told me to just keep my eyes closed and be silent and not move which of course didn't do anything because of the fact that I was so anemic at that time that indeed it causes me insomnia.

My insomnia lasted all through my being a dialysis patient and it only got alleviated after my blood's red blood cell level seemed to miraculously not going down anymore. It solved my long-term insomnia and my poor appetite in the process but my appetite went in the crapper after I was subjected into taking Cinacalcet, my medicine for my Parathyroid's hyperactivity.

Now as for my appetite I am just doing the intermittent fasting technique, eating only after many hours of space in between because Cinacalcet causes nausea and appetiteloss. I have to really make my body to get some urge to eat in order for me to at least eat some more rather than taking in only a few tablespoons of rice because it is better for me to eat more with taking my Cinacalcet so that it would lessen my Nausea.

Also I could say that insomnia can be made into a fruitful aspect of someone's life if they would use it for their passion in life like with their hobbies or things that makes them happy. For me since I am earning a little with writing in a blockchain platform now, I am am doing it in times that I could not sleep, when there is a Caffeine residual effect in my system after my dialysis.

A few years ago that was the case for me when I was writing in a social blogging site (which is now closed) I had made a few thousands of dollars from it. I thank God that I was able to earn and buy some Bitcoin, for my medical and other necessities, and some essential appliances in the house. Had it not for that social blogging site my life might be different today so I just hope that the creators of that site is doing okay still now because indeed they had helped many people like me in that site that they had created.

Now I had been writing here non-stop because of a few factors, one is that I have to sustain my expensive medical needs and two is that I seem to like writing, it is both a challenge and a fun hobby for me, more than a work than a hobby at times but still I am happy about it and the best part is that I had met real friends from this platform that just selflessly in support right from the start that is saving my life to survive this difficult peculiar life that I got.

I am so thankful that I got you my friends in my life now that are directly affecting my life in the most positive way that not even my closest relatives can ever give me but from an individual far away from me that I sometimes do not know their real appearance and yet giving me support that I needed which makes the blow of my fate more mellow for me because without you all I am now six feet under the ground already. Thank you and may God bless you always.



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