I Will Just Sleep The Afternoon Away Now

It is just hard to hang around while the afternoon is hot and although I like this kind of temperatures it doesn't mean that I am enjoying it. It is just I am quite benefiting from it if I would sweat a lot which in this case I am not because the heat is not that intense enough to make me sweat.

But it would be a best instance to use my sweat suit but I will not be using it for now because I do not feel much filled-up with liquids in my body Maybe some other time or possibly next Tuesday or Monday or so God-willing.

It is still okay for me to sleep even with this uncomfortable temperatures, the only factor will be if I am sleepy or not. I had been sleeping on and off this morning but maybe I can get some shut-eye in the next few minutes as well.

The hot temperatures allows me to enjoy fluids because I am sweating most of it anyway, the proof is that when I go for my dialysis it will just show on my pre-dialysis weight. But in the last few weeks the weather had been relatively fairer so my weight just hovers around less than four kilos of extra water to be taken out.

I forgot to take my NSAID pain reliever this morning but maybe I can take it with some light meal in the evening. Usually I would not eat heavy meals in the evening even though I needed the protein and calories but I really am not inclined to eat normally because of my appetiteloss.

My meals are often done just to nourish myself and not to enjoy it because of the said reason. I do not like my situation now of not living my life like a normal person because of that aspect of my life made difficult as a result of my effort not to be in miserable state of having severe pains all over my body.

Anyway i hope that I can just sleep this hot afternoon and wake until the sun sets again. I probably might take a shower too if I can see that it would not be more difficult, That is a part of my routine, unfortunate but I have to deal with it, may God help me.