I Thank God That My Anti-TB Medicine has No Noticeable Side-Effects

It has been a few days since I went on with my anti-TB medicine therapy and I got a few months or maybe even half a year until I finished the course of taking it. Rifampicin/Isoniazid I thank God is not that expensive otherwise it will be a big burden for me to take it but nonetheless I do not want to take extra medicine but this thing has to be completed because I have to be cured with my supposed lung illness, the tuberculosis.

I am still not so sure if I am really sick of the disease, my only clue is that I am skin and bones and I am weak plus that lymphocyte and monocyte elevations as shown by my CBC test even though I do not show other signs like low grade fever or coughing.

I am just giving the benefit of the doubt to the doctor because maybe I am sick of the tuberculosis. I am wondering if I can get cured of it then maybe I can gain some weight or gain my strength back too.

Now I am thanking that my additional medicine doesn't have that noticeable side-effects otherwise it will get so hard for me to live my life. I am still suffering from appetiteloss which Iam lamenting about because my current blood count should put me with an excellent appetite but since my parathyroid medicine gives me that bad appetite it just makes me live my life in a survival mode rather than to live it with enjoyment.

I do not enjoy my life anymore, it is just full of hardship, fear, worries, pain, suffering. This is not one should be subjected to day in and day out and yet this is worse than a nightmare and it is a reality for me. I am just sad that we only live once but the kind of life that I got is just a pure misfortune.