Thanks to @ecotrain for this initiative that gives us the opportunity to express our emotions, because we are human and we also go through processes, not everything we feel is positive, there are also moments in life when we have a series of negative emotions and many times we can not express them to our loved ones because maybe they will change the way they think of us, or they will not take due attention or they will scold me for feeling the way I feel, that is why this initiative is liberating because we can express our emotions without fear of what people will say. # To go straight to the point, at this moment I feel impotence because I have not been able to remedy some things that are happening in my life, they are situations that are out of my hands that are difficult to solve and I feel tired, stressed, it is like when you run and give your best effort and when you realise you are in the same place without moving even an inch.

This is how I feel at the moment, I have struggled and struggled and it is unbelievable that I feel as if I have done nothing, no matter how hard I try, I am still without a solution, at this moment frustration knocks on my door, putting in my mind thoughts of impossibility, defeat and failure, which makes me anxious and afraid of my future, because I work and work and I do not see the fruit of my effort.

So many conflicts come together in my life, so many situations hit me at the same time that make me feel overwhelmed, without strength, thinking why me? I sometimes think that life is easy for others but not for me, these are feelings that come to my head about why life is in charge of putting my foot in my mouth when I am walking, that makes me sad, sometimes I get upset with myself for what I feel, I am currently going through this problem and my negative feelings are at the surface and sometimes it is necessary to say things to drain and remove the weight that one brings inside.

In this process I am now draining all my emotions to breathe, calm down and think about a solution, but if I tell you that I am like this now, it is what I feel, what I think right now and I do not want to remedy my thoughts at this moment but inside me there is a voice that tells me that I must continue persisting, that I must not give up, that there is no evil that lasts a hundred years and there is no body that can resist it, that I have to continue fighting and continue, that I must overcome all my problems in one way or another, I know that I must get up, I don't know how, but I must get up, so I will continue to persist because I must, because no matter how many worries I have I will not solve anything if I don't get busy, but for today I give myself permission to be defeated, annoyed with life, and negative, tomorrow I must be positive because it is the only way to get out of this quagmire.
Thank you for reading this far and allowing me to express what is in my heart. See you in a future post.
Con Cariño Alejandrojra

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