When I was just leaving the university, I came across the ancestral medicines, specifically the Ñua of grandfather Rufino. The world that this medicine showed me was the one I had always dreamed of going to, my home, the heart where everything is born and everything is transformed, the earth and the connection with God, with my divinity. So I went very, very deep, I let myself feel and I reached the abyss that is found after having traveled a path that perhaps I did not predict how it could turn out.

Today I find myself trying again, starting over. When the transformation occurs everything trembles a little, anxiety comes often, to make a mistake is something that few of us allow ourselves with affection, to make a mistake can be seen as a failure and that is just our problem, because more than a mistake, it is a learning opportunity that culminated and undoubtedly has opened a gap for a new beginning, it should be noted that this beginning does not mean starting from scratch, now with the knowledge I can say that today I am a little more mature, I have learned from my mistakes, that at this time I can use everything that happened as a new impetus to continue the search for what I dream of.

The abyss is my favorite medicine song, with it I found the words to describe the feeling I have had those times when I feel I can't go any further, it is the hymn that I sing to remind me that all roads that lead to the heart, lead to an abyss, for that reason when we start again with a new life project, we feel vertigo, or when we do something that excites us a lot, we feel vertigo, it is the jump that makes us fear, We feel vertigo, or when we do something that excites us a lot, we feel vertigo, it is the leap that makes us fear, but it is only by taking the leap and trusting that we can get to where we want, we can get to know the great master, only then can we illuminate our way, only then can we feel the presence of God that flows through us.

I hope you like it very much greetings and a big hug!!!! Adiwa!!!

I met him one afternoon
Standing in front of a great
abyss and he didn't even
look at me

Mighty the wind that
Up that cliff
Holding his emotion

Just two heels on the ground
the whole body in the void
on the air leaned

He melted his blood remembering
If in all that I have
had I ever seen such
courage

Now I know that even the
wind bows to love
now I know that even fear
ends up serving
to love

Her body seemed to float
On an unreal cloud
Between mind and matter
There is no good there is no
evil there is no frontier
to cross there is only
consciousness

Suddenly he stepped back
He looked at me full of love
That lord of the great abyss

Just one sentence and he left
You are only your breath
In peace I give, in peace I receive

Now I know that i am not nothing
heart more than love
Now I know that the great master
heart is an abyss

Only love can heal
Only love can try
To beat the monster of oblivion

And forget who you are
Of what you were and what you did
Of the love of the forbidden
Never tire of trying
To remember once again
That you are already the most divine

And though you cannot understand
In every death there is a birth
That's why it hurts to be so alive

Now I know that i am not nothing
heart more than love
Now I know that the great master
heart is an abyss
Now I know that snakes
Are masters of the roads

Now I know that I am nothing
heart but love
Now I know that the great master
heart is an abyss.