Back With Combat Gods

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It's been five days since I allowed myself to share. It's been a dark five days. I have been beating my spirit up over a few things that seem unachievable now that we are finalizing 2019. Blind to the immerse changes I have made, the personal growth which is enabling me play so many crucial roles better and the strides I have taken towards better, I still had five long days to spare to obsess over what I didn't achieve. Sigh.

The dark cloud has been hanging around heavily lately. This journey of self awareness can be confusing at times. How is it that I am still learning new things about my own self at this age? Sometimes I feel like I should have figured everything out by now, you know. Something as cool as embracing what I haven't achieved as a target practice but not me. It's hard welcoming another flaw into this flaw-mosaiced space.

I sit myself for days watching nothing but music and some other guilty pleasures to pass by the time I use to study and write when I am operational. Saying to myself there's nothing to do now time has flown to history and the goals are yet to be met. To the depressed me at that time, nothing more can be done.

My inner critic is loud like I am so it's hard to hear anything else when she's awake. I befriended youtube for the purposes of toning down her pitch. And the last five days have been no different. I have been running to whatever could keep my mind glued to something else because the weight on it was too much to bear.

The most interesting of that being something I have never seen before... An animation fight dubbed Combat Gods. I am hooked that I can't wait for part two. The times I watched this only youtube and my internet provider know.

I can't believe that before yesterday I didn't know about stick figures or youtube anime to be honest. It's a whole new and very interesting world. Though in all the fights I watched (yes, I searched for the best anime fights on youtube and reviews) nothing can BEAT this one!

It is the precision and the graphics that are so insane about the entire clip. The fact that it looks like an extract from an awesome action thriller, makes me all giddy inside. I love hand to hand combat and this surpassed in only 10 minutes!

So... Is there anything better than Combat Gods out there? Please note the fight has to be as tight to impress :D

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Everyone sometimes need that down time.
The most important is that you know when to get back up again.

I understand that feeling. Bashing yourself and wollowing in darkness, just so you know it will pass when you keep moving forward

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True that! It is good to just let oneself sink before gathering the momentum to rise again. I too shall rise ✊

Thank you so :)

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The dark cloud has been hanging around heavily lately. This journey of self awareness can be confusing at times. How is it that I am still learning new things about my own self at this age?

You know what babe? Almost nothing in this life tends to go through a straight line. :)


¿Stick Figures? Oh Yeah! one more among many. ;)

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Aha. You always know what to say... how lovely :)

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Haha, because musically speaking, you already have all that's needed to catch fully the message reading it between lines. :)

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I wish I'm there to just hold your hands. The journey through self awareness isn't easy. I've been there and I've been angry, maybe too angry and too hard on myself. I'm mostly resigned now, taking everything as it comes. I crave more peace and quiet. Maybe I'm getting old, lol. When I read you sometimes, I wish I could take all this away and give some peace of mind. Pain has never been a good place for anyone.

I'm always here, you know that. And you can also let me know when I overstep. I hope you find all the light you need ❤️

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It has never been but it's one I am proud to have embarked on because mine is unlearn toxicity even as it hurts like hell. Lol. Getting old? Lol.

You are warmth and home. Those two come with peace. You can NEVER overstep. Here is to finding peace ♡

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