Sound Weaving

This last week I had the honor of being exposed to a woman with incredible talent. She took us through a journey of clearing blockages in our chakras and allowing the waves of the singing bowls vibrate through our bodies. We did a belly breathing technique that helps to move the energy around, and man oh man. I didn't expect the amount of emotion to flood out of my eyes like it had.

She sang beautifully, allowing the trance of the breathing and the sounds to relax our minds and encourage healing to take place. As I mentioned in my last post, https://www.creativecoin.xyz/photography/@faitherz33/flying-with-the-flock, I had said that I had a hurt that I have held on to for 16 years move and grow into an incredible memory.

As we were breathing deeply, she was bringing us through a meditation. My astrologer had told me that according to my chart, all my planets were lined up within the first 35 years of my life...aka all my big trials in life would be in the first 35 years of my life...and they SURE have been. He said after June of 2019 I would have a moment where I am standing on a mountain top, overlooking all I have overcome. The woman described a vision of being on a mountain, getting ready to soar off the top (we focused on birds and migration) so she had us viewing ourselves ready to burst our wings through the back of our hearts and out to open and fly. She described the wind, the smells, the sensations....in that moment I KNEW this was my overlooking moment my astrologer had suggested will come. I jumped off the side of the mountain and allowed my newly developed wings to carry me through the warm, beautiful wind. I trusted myself and just flew. It was a beautiful moment!! Brains are so powerfully amazing!

The next vision we came to she encouraged us to find the well of our "Life Water" this is the water that fills our cup to help us continue on each day. I slowly walked towards my well, I have spent time envisioning before this night, so it was easy for me to take on that vision. My well is surrounded by a beautiful meadow, with bright blooming flowers, tall and sturdy quaking aspen trees, and beautiful weeping willows drooping their soft branches down towards the earth. The well itself has a stair case that moves downward through the ground, that wraps down to the rock covered well. It is adorned with trumpet vines, and flowers that gracefully move through the crevices of each stone. She told us to think of loved ones passed, and have them bring a cup or bowl of our life water to us.

My first thought was my husband's best friend Scott, my brother, and my grandparents. As I walked towards the stone stairway, a sweet little boy met me at the top, holding up a shallow bowl, embossed with gold flowers. He smiled at me with his big beautiful hazel eyes, light sandy blond hair, freckled little nose, cleft chin and adorable dimples as he held up the bowl of water for me to fill my soul with my "life water". As I looked into his eyes, I realized he was MY boy. The sweet soul that I carried for nearly 15 weeks in my body, before losing him to the universe. He and I had a moment of just looking at one another, and then he playfully flipped water at me. We ran through the meadow and created a fun memory of me and my angel baby...he would be 16 this year. This woman gifted me with an unforgettable memory with the baby I didn't get a chance to meet. I wouldn't have ever guessed, nor thought that in this lifetime, I would ever have the opportunity to make a memory with my 2nd child.

I sobbed with gratitude, as I tried to wrap my head around what I had just encountered. My self hatred, the anger I held for myself, the self deprivation I have allowed to continue on, slipped away with the waves of the music. I still have a lot of growth to work on with myself, but I know now that this major event in my young life has been cleared away and replaced with a captivating memory that I hope I never forget!!