The Municipal Social Welfare Will Come Here Tomorrow In My Home To Assess Me For Social Amelioration Program Benefit

Today my mother was able to talk to the Municipal depart of Social Welfare as she was requesting for some documents needed about her application of financial assistance for my dialysis needs.

She had told the Social Worker that I wasn't been included in the first tranche of government aid and that I am a person with disability (PWD) meaning that I belong to that sector of society because of my bone disability, Leontiasis is what its called resulting from my hyperparathyroidism condition because of my being a long-term dialysis patient. So besides that I am a dialysis patient as well.

So the social worker told my mother that they will come here tomorrow and assess my situation because I wasn't been able to get that social amelioration program financial assistance with their reason that I live with both of my parents which also receives government pension.

But my case is different, I am not only a dialysis patient but also is suffering from a debilitating bone disease that needs to be medicated with expensive medicines. That is why I needed all the help that I can get so that I would be eased with mental stress in sourcing funds for my current needs.

I cannot just sink my head into the sand and pretend that nothing will happen. But this situation of mine is different because if I do not take measures like what I am doing all these times I am and will surely get subjected into the most terrible medical situation involving pain, disfigurement, and utter misery.

So I am thanking that my parents despite of their age as they are both past 70's still are strong. But lately my mother is already complaining about pain in her arm. This afternoon when they came home she just complained about her headache because she came from a cold room from the offices that she went in today to file for my needed financial assistance and indeed that resulted in a headache which is one of the regular complaint of my mother as well.

So they are just not getting any younger and I am getting older and worse and that is always in my mind which bothers me night and day. I just hope that I would die before my parents because otherwise I would be in a much trouble than where I am now and it is indeed a reality that I have to face and I pray that God would just take me away already because this lifetime of mine is not a way to live, just full of hardships, tears, and uncertainty. May God help me.