I thought I was going for some sure, but as a result I went for a major stress
Today I returned from my "vacation" at the neuropsychiatric dispensary. Although I would definitely not call it a good pastime.
First of all, I found myself in terrible living conditions. There were a lot of insects for which I have a strong fear, almost horror, and there was no escape from them. On the very first day after sleeping on their beds, my back ached very badly, and now I am afraid that I will have to undergo a course of massages in order to somehow fix it.
The food in the dining room wasn't just bad, it was terrible. The whole second week I practically did not eat anything, and I am very sorry that this did not affect my weight in any way, because I hoped that at least this would be a plus. But I have such high doses of medication that, according to the results, I did not get any positive result at all. I didn’t gain weight - thanks for that at least, but it didn’t drop. I arrived exactly the same as I left.
I could not work there normally, and even more so write posts here, because I practically had no connection, and this, of course, was terrible. The only thing that was good - no one clung to me, did not try to talk, but only for the first time. Then a man stuck to me, who literally did not leave me, and it still makes me very angry. Believe it or not, every Friday we play DND for 4 hours, with headphones on, I could not see the map, just barely communicate with other players during the whole game, so he sat next to me for 4 hours, waiting until I will finish. Do you even imagine this impudence?
Now I cannot write a long and long post, I have very little strength, but I took a lot of photos, just look where I got to:
As you see, equipment is really ancient, and there're simple holes in floor. And everything is destroyed. May be tomorrow I will write a post about just a couple of good things I saw there.
See you in the next post!